You're Still The One (Sandro Marcos FF)

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"I'm happy naman, but not as happy when I was with the person I loved"

"I'm strong naman, but not as strong as before"

"Hirap naman kapag loyal ka, lagi kang talo"

"Gusto ko lang naman ng true love. Mahirap ba yon? Wala bang ganon?"

"Nakakaiyak naman, wala na iiyak na ako everyday, every night"

"Tangina, lakas ng tama ko. Ayaw ko na nga, utak ko kasi eh"

Mahihina kong mga saad habang nakatingin sa buwan at mga bituin.

"I found a guy, told me I was a star"

"He held the door held my hand in the dark"

"And he's perfect on paper but.... he's lying to my face"

"Does he think that I'm the kinda girl who needs to be saved?"

"And there's one more boy, he's from my past"

"We fell in love but it didn't last"

" 'Cause the second I figure it out he pushes me away"

"And I won't fight for love if you won't meet me halfway"

"And I say that I'm through but this song's still for you"

"All I want is love that lasts
Is all I want too much to ask?"

"Is it something wrong with me?"

"All I want is a good guy
Are my expectations far too high?"

"Try my best but what can I say
All I have is myself at the end of the day"

"But shouldn't that be enough for me?"

"Ooh ooh ooh ooh, ooh ooh"

"And I miss the days
When I was young and naive"

"I thought the perfect guy would come and find me"

"Now happy ever after it don't come
so easily"

"All I want is love that lasts
Is all I want too much to ask?"

"Is it something wrong with me?"

"All I want is a good guy
Are my expectations far too high?"

"Try my best but what can I say"

"All I have is myself at the end of the day"

"And all I want is for that to be okay"

"Wala na atang loyal ngayon" saad ko

"When the right time comes, the man who will truly love you will also come" saad ng pamilyar na boses ng lalaki

Tumingin ako sakanya, nakatayo siya habang nakatingin sa akin.

Si papa....

"Oh pa, bakit gising ka pa?" Tanong ko

Bumangon ako sa duyan at umayos ng upo.

Lumapit siya sa akin at umupo sa duyan na inuupuan ko ngayon.

"Anak, I drank tea earlier napagisipan kong lumabas muna to get some air and then I saw you here alone. How about you? Why are you alone here? Gabi na, Wala ka bang plano matulog? Hmm?" Tanong niya

"Nagpahangin lang din po ako dito, mamaya papasok na rin ako para matulog. I was just thinking and meditating here in the garden, gusto ko po ng tahimik" tugon ko

"Gusto mo ng tahimik pero kumakanta ka" saad niya

"Papa naman"

I heard him laughing.

"I'm just kidding, anak. Seryoso ka naman, hindi bagay" saad niya

I hugged him and leaned my head on his chest.

I felt him hug me back too and kiss my forehead.

Na miss kong mag lambing sa papa ko.

"Buti ka pa papa loyal" saad ko

"Of course, loyal pa ako sa loyal" saad niya

Sana yung panganay mo din.....

"Sana all" saad ko

"Don't say sana all, anak. Meron ding dadating na lalaki para sayo, pero kung wala naman baka panganay ko na talaga yung nakatadhana sa-" saad niya

"Papaaaaa"

"Hehe joke lang" saad niya

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Nagising ako ng 6:00 a.m.

Tulog pa ang mga anak ko. Magkakayakap silang tatlo, ang cute!

I heard a knock coming from my door.

Tatayo na sana ako kaso binuksan niya na ang pintuan ng kwarto ko.

"Good morning, darling" saad ni mama

"Good morning, mama. Lakas naman ng energy mo, ang aga-aga hah" saad ko

"Syempre! Kailangan yon to start your day happy, ganern!" Saad niya

"Aysus! Saan mo na naman yan natutunan?" Tanong ko

"Sa mga friends kong bakla" tugon niya

Natawa naman ako

Naglakad siya palapit sa akin at tinabihan ako sa higaan.

"Alam mo, hindi ko parin malagay sa utak ko na nanay ka na din" saad niya

Tumingin ako sakanya

"Kasi dati pinapagalitan lang kita habang nagluluto tapos ngayon may mga anak ka na" saad niya

"Eh kasi naman mama, ayaw ko magluto nung dalaga pa lang ako tapos pinipilit mo ako eh hindi nga ako marunong mag-luto"

"Kaya nga tinuturaan kaaaa" saad niya

"Hmmp! Wag ako, mama. Hindi mo ako tinuturuan non kasi puro ka kwento tungkol nung araw" saad ko

"Blah,blah,blah, tumayo ka na lang diyan at mag luto tayo" saad niya

Tumayo si mama at hinila ako sa kama, ang galing ng nanay ko diba?

"Wait lang ma, malalaglag na ako" saad ko

"Dali na, cassandra. I want to cook na. Get up, get up" saad niya

"Ito na, ito na po" saad ko

Tumayo na ako at hinalikan ang noo ng mga anak ko bago lumabas ng kwarto.

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"Ok, let's cook tinolaaaaa" saad ni mama

"Tinola, tinola yung pinluto mo sa akin dati ma" saad ko

"Ah-huh! You're right kaya yun ang lulutuin natin ngayon" saad ko

"Good morning, beautiful one!" Saad ni tita liza

"Good morning!" Tugon ni mama

"Good morning, tito liza" saad ko habang nakangisi

"Anong lulutuin niyong mag-ina? Ang aga niyo gumising ahh" saad ni tita liza

"Cassy and I will cook tinola, want to join?" Tanong ni mama

"Nahh, I'm not good at cooking. I'll just watch you two cooking. Anyway, where's the kids? Tulog pa ba sila?" Tanong ni tita liza

"Yes, tita. Mahimbing pa yung tulog nilang tatlo kaya hindi ko muna inistorbo" tugon ko

"I have some chika..." Saad ni mama habang nakahiti

"Come on, don't be shy, spillll" saad ni tita liza

Another day, another chika day.....