"Why are you so sleepy?"
"Are you not feeling well?"
"Maybe you just need more activity to wake you up."
STOP STOP STOP STOP STOP.
MAYBE I'm sleepy because I haven't been sleeping well and it's allergy season and we just dealt with a party and I've been jumping on a trampoline and I ate too much so now I am tanked?
OF COURSE I AM NOT FEELING WELL, I'M FUCKING UNCOMFORTABLE IN MY OWN SKIN.
MORE ACTIVITY I DON'T WANT TO BE ANY BUSIER THAN I AM, I AM EXHAUSTED AND I DON'T KNOW WHAT DAY IT IS ANYMORE AND I AM TYPING TOO FAST FOR MY RAGE MACHINE HERE AND I NEED TO STOP SHOUTING BUT AGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
Like seriously. I don't know what's up with me so don't ask. I need some time to reorient myself, I feel really lost.
I'll catch up. Eventually. I always do.
Maybe I should just cry.
YOU ARE READING
losing yourself
Non-FictionI'm not asking for empowerment, I'm asking you to listen. I think too much and I obsess over things that don't matter. Mature because I don't have a filter. Updated only when I feel like it. //I don't own the artwork on the cover, just feel like it...
