Fan Series #2; Unpredicted Dreams

38; Only Her Can Hurt Me Like This

ZHENYUAN

We slept on the Dasha last night, and today, we are preparing to go somewhere. Only me, Yelimi and Zhubao will go, I didn't even know where we are going, we are going somewhere, that's all I know. I have no idea. "Zhubao, where are we really going?"

"We're going somewhere, that's all I can tell you..." she continued wearing protective gears. I just put mine on, then we went outside and got in her car.

After that, she pulled off a hospital, it confused me, but I just followed the two of them on a confine room number twenty-five. But then I saw Mr Li Fei laying down, closing his eyes. "W-What happened-"

"He's stroke..." She leaned against the door and stared at Yelimi that is now sitting down on the foot board of the bed. "At the jail. He wanted to pay all the things he did, but he end up like this. I shouldn't have putted him there, alone..."

"But Draven was there-"

"Yelimi, they don't have the same room, or even lunch place..." Her tears suddenly fell, "I don't know what to do if he dies, I thought I can live even if he's gone but the time, I finally saw him fully healed that time. I was happy, but after he stabbed Ji, my heart broke into the tiniest pieces it can be..."

Thats when we heard a loud sound from the machine, I was frozen for a moment, but I found myself running outside to call for help. "Doctor, we need a doctor!!!"

The doctor and nurses came with me, all of them pushed us three outside as they did everything to save Mr. Li. "One two three, clear!"

All I can see was red, I can hear the two crying but seems like I was on a big trauma. "Save him please!" I heard Yelimi yelled.

"One two, three, clear!" that's when I heard all the doctors in despair, they opened the door and stared at us. "I-I'm sorry miss Zheng... but we couldn't save him-"

Zhubao ran inside and stared at her grandpa, laying down, she slowly cried as she kneeled down the ground, holding his hand, "I am so sorry..."

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"Thats when the time I realized, one of the most important person on my life, was no longer breathing..." her sob filled the whole family grave. "I'm so sorry I didn't even get to tell you that I love you so much, grandpa..."

She went down the little stage and stood beside me, they slowly putted the coffin down as she cried. I hugged her and whispered, "Don't worry, he will feel pain no more, to be honest. It's now good, that he's resting..."

"Babe..." It was Ji, "Babe, let's go?"

I kissed her forehead before I gave her hand to Ji, they walked away as I saw Allerioh crying on the side. I took a deep sigh and walked away from that place, I know I wasn't part of Mr. Li's side family, but I feel pain, seeing him dead.

He was our father once.

JUNHAO

"Love..." I called her out, "Love, are you okay?"

"Yeah..." she nodded, "At least yeye will feel pain no more..."

I gave her a hug and planted kisses on her forehead, that's when my tears finally fell, I was gaining these tears a while ago on the burial. "Don't worry..."

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"You didn't even saw Mei?" Hang asked the police, "It's impossible, she was with them!"

"Sir, we didn't saw her. Even the trace of her, sir, she wasn't there at all..." the police said, "If you want to look for a missing person, report it to the other station, we are just assigned to cuff criminals!"

Hang wiped his face with his own hand and walked away, I followed him outside and held his arm. "Hang, let's just look for her-"

"China is too big to just look for a person that is hiding, it's too hard to find a person who doesn't want to be found." He sighed, "I give up, I don't want to see her anymore!"

Thats when I saw Mei behind him, her tears were forming on her eyes but before I could speak, she ran away. "Hang, don't give up-"

"How can I hold on to something that is not even worth?!" He yelled and went inside my car; I just shook my head and also rode. I drove away and pulled over a bar.

We saw Zhixin there, but he just nodded at us and sat where his friends are, I sat down the bar island as Hang did, we ordered for a drink as I spoke, "Hang, feel good?"

"Not really..." He shook his head, "You know what? You're so lucky to have a wife like Yelimi. Who doesn't have the guts to be mad at you for no reason and still accepts you with your flaws and imperfections. I envy you for that..."

"But is Mei that worth to wait-"

"She is worth to wait for, but this is taking too much. I had no time for myself and always thinking of her, I hate myself for still having hope to someone who had no plans on going back..." He shook, "I don't want to fall out of love, but she is making me..."

"You know what, Hang? As Zhubao said, you only fail when you give up-"

"Then I'll accept this failure, this is my first time to fail on something. I never knew I would be whipped into someone like this and chase her like I was a dog asking for my favorite treat." He sighed. "I am hopelessly devoted to her; I can't even get her out of my mind in just a second. I wish... I just didn't know her. I want to forget about her right now even I am sober..."

"Hang, if you love her, you'd let go-"

"You know what, Junhao. Only love can hurt like this, only her hurts me like this..."

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