Fan Series #2; Unpredicted Dreams

65; Marry That Girl

YUHAN

Lei Min was calling me a while ago, to go for where her gps location is. I don't know what we are going to do, or where we are going but I followed her orders to wear formal suits.

Zhubao insist to choose the right outfit for me, I don't want to go but they all forced me to. I finally sprayed some perfume on my clothes as Ji pulled me on the limousine car, we are all men wearing formal suits so I know this would be kind of work.

I've waited for an hour until they pulled over a fancy cafè park, I was expecting an employee, but I saw Zhubao wearing a wedding attire on the side, so as the kids beside her. Ji and Junhao pulled me in front where they also stayed behind me, a car suddenly stopped on the entrance, all I can see was white.

Lei Min suddenly went off the car, wearing a long white wedding gown, I cannot feel any butterflies on my stomach, all I feel was... I am, confused.

"What is happening?" I suddenly asked Ji, even though my voice was so loud, whatever, I know my limitations, "Ji, what the fuck is happening?"

"Shh, you're getting married—"

"What the fuck?!" I yelled after I heard those words from him, Lei Min stopped walking on the aisle like carpet and took off her veil in shock. "No, I am not getting married—"

"But you proposed—"

"I told you, Lei Min, I was drunk, I didn't know what I was doing. Just forget it, don't you know that I am not really in love with you?" I asked.

Her tears formed from her eyes, it slowly fell when I fought her stares. I was staring at her eyes, without any emotion. I was mad, I was confused, I was angry about this but I kept myself like I wasn't feeling anything. "But you love me, right—"

"No, I didn't. I never, I have never... loved you." I took off my coat and put it on my arms. "All you prepared for today was completely nonsense, I just wanna clear things. I am not, in love with her."

"Yuhan—"

"Zhubao, you cannot do anything about it. You know what, if you don't understand chinese. I will say it in tagalog, wala akong nararamdaman para kay Lei Min. Hindi ko sya minahal, at wala akong planong mahalin sya, I didn't even gave any motives for her to think that I was in love." I said. "That proposal was all a fiction, I saw your face on her that time, I was drunk, I wasn't on myself, nagawa ko yun dahil nakikita kita!"

"Yuhan, ano ba ang sinasabi mo?" she asked, "You don't know what you are doing, but you said I love you to her after she said yes to marry you. Napaka gulo mo, what really is the truth?"

ZEYU

Yuhan suddenly walked away, he was wearing his emotionless face before he left, while Lei Min was just breaking down, I looked at Ji who is also now confused for what happened. Zhubao went near Lei Min and asked, "Did he really proposed to you, are you sure?"

"No, I am not sure if he is serious about it..." she shookt her head.

I just stared at where Yuhan ran off, he was furious. I wonder why, why did he tell Lei Min that he doesn't even love her. 

Thats... that is just too rude.

I never knew he could say those words in front a girl, but I realized. I once did it, but in a different way. I sighed, we're just similar to each other, who hurts girls using our words.

After a while, I went to the Dasha as I catched up with Yuhan there, drinking at the kitchen island. Sulking himself drunk, "Why are you here?" 

"To comfort you?" I sarcastically asked. "Well, this is our home. I should be here."

"But haven't you read the group chat? Zhubao wasn't going home with everyone else, why are you here, aren't you one of them—"

"Nah, I have seen their messages, they even emailed me not to go back here." I shrugged, "But I did just to know the truth—"

"I will not say a word about it." he shook, "I was also confused about what I did, I am a jerk. I admit that I am just a boy, I'm nothing like a real man."

"Everyone makes mistake, sinasadya man o hindi sinasadya, we all need to accept things that we have mistaken of. But me, I don't even make a mistake hurting She Yang... because she deserves it."

"Lei Min does not." He looked at me, his eyes are dark, he is not showing any emotions, "Well, that is just a sign... that she is really not for me."

"How can you be sure—"

"I'm still into... her," My jaw literary dropped the moment he said those. "Yes, you heard me."

I just nodded, I cannot do anything but to stare at the dark window, wondering if Zhubao had also promised him for the next life.

Is this going to be de ja vu?

Are we gonna fight for her again?

Have a competition like we did before she chose Ji to be with her for lifetime, I wonder who she would choose among us two, but I know I am better than Yuhan. 

Am I?

I just sighed and walked away, I went to my room and stared at the ceiling while making a scenario on my mind, I smiled after I saw her walking at the aisle while I was the one who is waiting for her.

I'm gonna marry that girl anyway, anywhere, whatever it takes.

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