Secrets I Hate

10

Jugheads POV
We got to the five seasons and checked into a room.

I got her on the bed as she sat down and said "just leave me alone..."

I said "I'm not gonna do that..."

She said "what makes me different than any other girl?"

I said "sure...in the future I would like to think of doing that stuff with you but when you're ready. When you're ready I will love to do all of that... but I want to change for you."

She looked at me and said "really?"

I nodded and she said "but I can't get out of my head imagining how many girls you've slept with and left..."

I said "because all of them wanted me."

She said "as if that makes it better."

I sighed and said "you are the only girl I want to impress, the only girl I wanna date and be with...and evrything you've heard, they want me, I don't want any part of it. So I give them a little something to have them be happy but then they rat me off."

She frowned saying "I want the first guy I do it with to be good."

I chuckled softly saying "and I am..."

She said "how can I be sure of that?"

I smirked saying "because like I said, when you're ready I'll be there and I will tell you the right words at the perfect moments...besides. You dressed up as a classic so I'm falling for it."

She smiled and said "I made it because I wanted to be her, but I guess I was hoping for you to see it."

I smiled and she smiled back saying "but I'm scared...I don't want my mom to see me like this."

I said "it's gonna be okay alright? Now...take these and drink this."  

She nodded but suddenly held her mouth and ran to the bathroom and she threw up. I sighed and held her hair back as she vomited and I unzipped her dress carefully and lowered it.

I said "don't worry, it's just so nothing gets on it. I'll be back stay here okay? And take the medicine."

She nodded and I went to my place. When I arrived and opened my door, I heard moaning in the back, I heard loud grunts and scoffed shaking my head.

I muttered out "gross dad..."

I went to the closet and opened it quickly grabbing a few things and ran out quickly. I got back to hotel and saw Betty as she was undressed and I gulped staring at her.

I said "Betty here..."

I handed her the bag as I looked away.

She laughed saying "thank you..."

She told me "I would kiss you but I'm gross."

I laughed and said "it's okay alright?"

She suddenly hugged me and I rubbed her back "get changed okay?"

She nodded and went to the bathroom. As she came out she came into the bed and I took off my shirt and my pants and she saw me and I smiled and got into bed with her.

I said "don't worry okay? I've been drunk and it's awful but I'm right here if anything happens."

She nodded and I held her face and she said "do you want to do it with me."

I laughed saying "have sex?"

She nodded and I said "I would like too, but you're drunk and I'm not listening to any decisions your gonna try and make okay?"

She nodded and I held her saying "don't worry I'm right here."

She nodded and I kissed her forehead saying "get some rest okay?"

She nodded and she fell asleep and I held her rubbing her back and falling asleep too.

When I woke up I saw her in the bathroom as she saw me and said "hey..." she winced.

As the light from the windows came through and I shut the curtains "god my head is killing me..."

I smiled and said "hey look you probably don't remember much."

She shook her head "I remember everything... and I want us to have a picnic soon."

I smiled and she hugged me and coughed saying "I would kiss you."

I smirked and held her face and kissed her and she said "no I'm gross!"

I laughed saying "i don't care!"

She laughed back I kissed her again and she smiled saying "I want my mom to meet you...but I'm scared about that...she doesn't want me to be with someone like you..."

I sighed and said "and neither does my dad..."

I licked my bottom lip and said "trust me my dad would kill me."

She frowned saying "but I really like you..."

I nodded and said "I like you too."

She smiled "maybe...reintroduce me to your friends."

I said "I don't know my leader...she kinda came at me the other day threatening to hurt you."

She frowned and said "I don't care. I will be good as long as that pink girl is good."

I laughed and she did too "and I'm gonna tell my best friend...even if I might lose her, I want her to know you make me the happy, besides she's been wanting me to have a boyfriend since ever."

I laughed and leaned my forehead on hers.

"Come on let's get you home, thankfully your mom hasn't called." I said relieved.

She said "I know right!"

I laughed and we hurried to hers.

When I got home I saw my dad and said "she leave?"

He said "yeah just a few minutes ago you just missed her."

I nodded saying "yeah whatever gross."

He laughed saying "so what? She's our leader, and I've known her since high school."

I said "hmm okay but you married mom."

He told me "like I've told you she wanted to marry a Northsider but after he was killed she left for some time leaving me in charge but not as the leader. Now she's back and she's been back for about 16 years and your mother left."

I said "wait...your telling me mom left..."

He sighed and I said "oh god!"

He said "calm down..."

I shouted "calm down!? Fuck dad you've been....fuck you!"

I left the trailer and groaned and left on my bike.