𝖈𝖍𝖊𝖗𝖗𝖞 𝖇𝖔𝖒𝖇 | 𝖓𝖈𝖙 𝖒𝖆𝖋𝖎𝖆 𝖆𝖚

𝟙𝟙

~Aspect's P.O.V~

I could barely sleep last night. So when I eventually decided to get up, I looked at my phone and saw it read 6:58 am  I groaned but decided to get up nonetheless. Once I got dressed for the day, I quietly left my room, and my feet led me down to the med room. Once I reached the door, I saw through the window that Taeil was in there, checking up on Johnny who was now awake. I knocked and both Taeil and Johnny looked over at me, Taeil smiled and I waved.

He came over and opened the door and said "Come on in, Aspect,". I smiled at him slightly and walked in. I even saw Johnny crack a slight smile. "I'll leave you two to talk" Taeil told us, leaving the room.

I pulled up a chair and sat down next to Johnny's bed. He coughed slightly before saying "You're the first one to visit me you know, well besides Taeil and Hendery of course" and I smiled at that.

"How could I not be? And it's also like 7 am" I replied, which earned a soft chuckle from Johnny.

"I never got to say it but thank you. I'm sorry I judged you right off the bat, but just know you have my utmost respect. I can never thank you enough for what you did" He explained to me. I smacked his arm lightly.

"Oh shut up. You don't have to thank me. And what was the whole thing thinking you were gonna die hm? Idiot, I wouldn't have let you die" I joked around with him, he laughed some more. 

That's how my morning went, laughing and joking with johnny. It was nice to talk to him and not have him hate me. Around 10 am I finally decided to head out after Taeil came back in to check up on him. When I said goodbye I made sure he knew I'd visit him as often as I could and he once again thanked me.

When I reached the living room, I saw Jaehyun and started walking towards him, until Lucas stepped in my way. "We need to talk" Lucas said to me seriously. As I opened my mouth to speak he just grabbed my hand and led me upstairs to my room.

Once we got there he closed the door and locked it behind him. He then motioned for me to sit on my bed so I did and he sat down next to me. I fiddled with my hands nervously, worried for what he was going to say.

"Why have you been avoiding me? I mean like come on Aspect. I thought we were in this together... Listen, I-I like you, okay? I'm sorry I do but I can't help it. And if you're ignoring me because of that stupid kiss can you just forget it? I can't stand this awkwardness between us" He ranted, and I felt really bad. In fact, I felt awful. 

"I'm sorry Yukhei... I didn't mean to make you feel like this. I care about you so much, but I don't want anything between us besides this friendship. In our line of work it's not a good idea, and I don't want to lose you as a friend," I explained to him, honestly. He sighed heavily, and put his head in his hands. When he lifted his head back up, he looked at me with glossy eyes.

"So if we weren't in this line of work, things would be different?" He asked me, honestly. I looked at him sadly.

"Yes Yukhei. You and I both know it would be," I spoke softly cupping his cheek in my hand. He let his head rest in my hand for a second before standing up. So I did the same.

When I stood up next to him, he hugged me. "Even if you never feel the way I do, I can't lose you" He told me, hugging me even tighter.

I hugged him back and mumbled, "I can't lose you either"

~Time Skip~

The rest of the day was pretty relaxed. We all were just hanging out around the place, until Taeyong and Kun had an announcement to make.

"WayV and NCT, listen up!" Taeyong shouted, making himself known. We all looked at him and then he motioned for Kun to continue.

"Thank you Taeyong, now everyone, we have somewhere to go tomorrow. Both WayV and NCT will be attending EXO's annual ball. I'm sure everyone here remembers it. All of our allies will be there, nothing new since last year besides NCT and WayV being friendly now," Kun joked, all of us laughing slightly.

The Taeyong continued "Jungwoo, Jisung, Shotaro and Sungchan you guys will be accompanying us this year, so be on your best behavior" Taeyong warned them. They all cheered and we clapped for them.

"Now rest up!"

~Time Skip~

I was chilling in my room, laying on my bed and then I heard a knock. "Come in" I stated plainly. Then my eyes were disgusted. Taeyong opened the door and stepped in my room, closing the door behind him. I rolled my eyes and he smirked.

"What do you want Taeyong?" I asked him. He put his hand back on the door knob and locked it.

"You" He answered, simply. I sat up confused as he walked towards me. He took small, slow strides towards me and I raised an eyebrow.

"What?" I questioned. He just smiled, hopping onto my bed. I looked at him with a weird expression.

"You heard me," He said softly, the smile never leaving his face. At this point, he was towering over me. I gulped, and my heart began to race. His face began closing in and I couldn't process what was was actually going on. Then it happened.

Lee Taeyong kissed me.

My eyes widened but I kissed him back.

Why did I kiss him back?

I deepened the kiss and grabbed the back of his neck, pulling him closer to me. I felt him smirk once more into the kiss as he started to get rougher. He licked my bottom lip to ask for permission, and I happily obliged.

But why am I still kissing him? No, more importantly, why am I enjoying it?

I didn't know why, but I was enjoying it. He was a phenomenal kisser. His hands began to wander my body and I let them, still confused as to why I was feeling this way.

As my hands began to explore his body, I heard a knock. That's when my body jolted up and I rubbed my eyes, looking for the source of the sound. That's when I also realized Taeyong wasn't in my bed, nor on top of me.

'What? Was that all just a dream?' I asked myself. That's when I heard the knock again, this time I realized it came from my door. I checked the time and it read 2:42 am. Why was someone knocking at my door this late?

Still recovering from that weird ass dream I sluggishly walked to my door and opened it, hoping it wasn't Taeyong. I don't want a repeat of whatever happened in that dream of mine.

I opened my door only to reveal Kun. "Kun? Bro, what the hell are you doing knocking at my door this late?" I asked him, pretty aggressively. Part of my aggressiveness stemmed from him interrupting that dream.

"Woah relax Aspect... I'm sorry for waking you," Kun apologized sheepishly. I lazily smiled at my brother.

"It's alright, now what did you need?" I asked him, trying to get straight to the point. He awkwardly rubbed the back of his neck.

"There's gonna be someone attending the ball tomorrow," He told me. I rolled my eyes at him.

"Obviously Kun, there's gonna be a lot of people attending the ball tomorrow" I annoyingly replied, now it was his turn to roll his eyes.

"Okay fine let me correct myself, there is going to be a certain person at the ball tomorrow" He said. I face palmed and wanted nothing more than to just go back to sleep.

"Okay, and?" I asked, desperately just wanting him to tell me already.

"Well you're not gonna like it," He proceeded to say. I punched his shoulder.

"Qian Kun just spit it out" I angrily demanded, he sighed. Then he looked me dead in the eyes and said

"Mom"