Two months, it's been two months since that degrading talk happened. And to say that it has gotten worse is an understatement. Gerard has never been worse. Thinking back on that day now, it still leaves knots in my stomach. I couldn't defend myself, not that I knew what to say. How do you tell a superstar that his wife literally is spitting lies about you because you think that she is threatened? Not even threatened, simply doesn't like your presence because you are a girl and he is wanted by many.
I think that because Lindsey, Lnyz (I don't know what to call her at this point) has sunken her teeth back into him and has caused hell on earth. Don't feel bad for just me though, all of the guys are feeling it. Frank even seems lost without his partner in crime, he has been clinging to me a lot. I never thought that Frank and I would have anything to talk about, but he does make me feel normal. He makes me feel a part of the group, more than I have in all the years that I have been here. Mikey and Ray are great don't get me wrong, but they have always been the brooding into themselves type. They didn't want to have fun and weirdly enough, Frank and Gerard have always been the ones to get the most attention from the fans. I am still as close to Ray and Mikey as I have always been, but having another on my side does make me feel better.
Gerard's words still ringing in my head, having as many friends not want to fire me is beneficial.
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I was sitting on the coach of the bus just looking out the window. We are in the Northeast now, home. How I have missed being on this side of the earth. My mother's birthday is soon, 2 months to the day. And in two months we will be on break. I know that it's a long shot, that my needs and family are of any importance over theirs, but if we are on break do they really need me?
I was carrying some of my equipment into the venue when I hear my name being called. I turn around to see two girls standing at the fence holding signs. When they notice me looking toward them they scream more and start waving.
I wave back causing them to make hand motions to come toward them. I just lift up the camera bag and light that I was holding and nod my head toward the door.
I enter the venue and place some of the equipment down before walking back out. When I do I immediately look at the girls again who saw me again.
"What about now," I hear them scream faintly. I sigh and giggle a little walking toward them. As I walk I stop for a moment. I lift my finger up saying a need one second, I jog to the bus and find the camera that is sitting on the table. I check that the sim card isn't filled and there is some battery left in it.
I walk around hold my camera at them and open it turning it on. As I walk over I hear them scream more.
"Hey guys say hi to the camera," I say finally close enough to them. They continue to scream and hold their signs up.
I read one of them which says "Gerard have my babies" and the other saying "Fro Nation". I giggle because the girl that has the Ray sign has big curly hair.
"Oh my god! Oh my god! Y/n! I can't believe we are meeting the badass videographer for our favorite band. You have like, the BEST shots I have ever seen. And you make the boys look...oh my god I am going to faint," the redhead with the Gerard poster says out of breath from screaming.
"Well, it is a pleasure to meet you guys too. What are your names," I ask them.
"I'm Juniper and her name is," the curly hair goes before getting cut off.
"MADDIE!" the red head screams.
"Well is there anything that you would like to say to the boys? They will see this," I say. Both of them look at each other with shocked expressions before looking back.
