I gasp out letting the last of my being leave my body.
"Ignorance is your new best friend sugar," Gerard lets out twitching from his own high.
"Jesus...WHY," I say flipping out of him. I feel substance leave me as well, wanting a towel to come along with me to wipe off the residue of the last hour. I sigh as I let my own sweat and heartbeat take control. I feel an arm snake around my waist gripping hard onto my hip bones making my heart rate quicken.
"I'll never get used to that," Gerard says kissing my neck sloppily as I let out a giggle.
"Neither will I...can you stop...your gonna leave a mark," I say swatting at him. I hear him giggle onto my neck and suck harder making me squirm.
"GEE...NO..hahahha...stop. Oh my GOD...you are...fuck,....y-your gonna," I say grinding backward into him feeling himself become prominent. I gasp out making the grasp on my neck tighten.
"Hmmm...Y/n...fuck," He says digging himself into me. I gasp out rocking myself into him.
"Gee...my neck is gonna be fucked tomorrow if you don't STOP," I scream out with a giggle.
"Big deal, guess we are official," Gerard says biting harder.
"Offical...that is something that I would never think I would hear," I hum out to him as he snakes his hands around my chest.
"I love you Y/n," Gerard hums into my ear before I am intoxicated by the bounding into me.
"I...fuck...I love you Gerard Way," I gasp out making the whole interaction more intense.
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We lay there for too long, too long for us to not get caught and I start to squirm trying to see where the rest of the band is.
"Can't you just let us have one night sugar? One night where I can be with you without you scared about the future," Gerard says gripping me tighter and I wrap my hands around his forearms. I inhale his scent letting my body relax around him, knowing that I am safe.
"Sorry... a force of habit," you exhale biting into his forearm as he grips onto me tighter.
"No one is going to bother us tonight sugar. I just want to sleep with you. Just one night of peace before we are back on the road," Gerard says kissing my bare shoulder. I settle into him allowing my body to relax.
"Ya..ok, one night we can," you say biting his forearm again as he lets out a groan.
"If you keep that up there will be no rest," Gerard says leaning closer to your ear and running his hand up your chest as you feel himself grow behind you.
You think for a moment debating if you should proceed with your next move before you do. Biting again sucking slightly onto his wrist.
"I guess you have chosen no sleep," Gerard says before flipping you onto your back causing you to giggle as he pins your hands around your head making you gasp.
"No one will ever touch you the way that I do sugar," Gerard says as you gasp into his lips.
"I am all yours...as long as you will be with me," You say closing the space between your lips not allowing him to take a breath. You taste cigarettes and beer, something that has recently been the most intoxicating smell and now taste that you have ever felt.
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*Doors I painted shut- The wonder years*
You wake up with a heavy weight on your sternum. You groan trying to roll away from the pressure before it tugs you closer to the warmth of heavy breathing.