"Here are the rules again:
You and the other participants get blindfolded and stand to the opposite of each other. You then have to blindly walk towards one of them and whoever you bump into, you have to sleep with tonight.
You already know you're g...
Chan looked up at Hyunjin as he was being tugged underneath the blanket. His heart was racing and he felt like he was about to cry. He wasn't sleepy and he didn't want the younger to go.
He knew when Hyunjin walks out of that door, he was going to have to spent the night alone, awake since he couldn't sleep.
"Jinnie..?"
"Mhm?"
"Are you sure you don't want to stay..? I-it's your bed after all a-and... I don't want you to go.."
The boy smiled down at him, brushing hair out of his face "It's okay Chan, you can have the bed for yourself."
"B-but? It's a king sized bed? There's room for the both of us."
"Well.. I just want you to be comfortable you know?" Hyunjin said, his voice seeming a little unsure of what he was saying himself.
And that's when Chan realized and his voice went almost fully quiet "O-okay then.. thanks.."
"You're welcome." Hyunjin smiled sheepishly "If you need me, I'll be in the living room, just come and talk to me or text me and I'll come over."
The older nodded, holding back tears, scared of spending the night alone without Hyunjin. However now he finally understood what was going on with him.
"It's okay Chan. You took a nap alone and so you can spend the whole night alonetoo. Just breath." He thought, telling Hyunjin 'good night' one last time before the boy had gone outside and closed the door.
Once he was alone in the darkness, he turned to his side, burying his face in the pillow as he started crying silently.
He thought things were going good. He thought things were ever slowly but surely going back to the way they were between himself and the younger, but oh was he wrong.
While at first he thought Hyunjin was softening up to him, he now realized that this wasn't fully true.
Hyunjin was clearly trying to still keep a little distance between them. He was clearly trying not to come too close to Chan, not to fully let him back into his life.
And it hurt. He understood why the younger was trying not to go further than hugs, but it still hurt so much.
He tried to be silent but he couldn't help but start sobbing when the realization kept hitting him. Hyunjin didn't want to be close to him in that way again and there couldn't be anything worse to happen to him.
After everything he had to go through, after every night he had to spend getting unconsensually touched, hit and abused, he just wished for Hyunjin to still want him back after everything that had happened, but he guessed he was just giving himself false hope.
