"Here are the rules again:
You and the other participants get blindfolded and stand to the opposite of each other. You then have to blindly walk towards one of them and whoever you bump into, you have to sleep with tonight.
You already know you're g...
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Hyunjin was feeling down. So down that he didn't even look up as he had finally managed to get out of the shower and the bathroom after what felt like ages.
He was aiming for his bed, planning on just laying there for the rest of the day and not doing anything at all, not even being on his phone.
The way his body felt physically was indescribable tiredness, despite having slept way more than enough last night, cuddling his baby close.
He sighed, as he was looking down and passing by the small table in the little living room, he suddenly encountered a notebook.
With an abrupt stop, he started staring at it "This must be Channie's journal." He thought.
And as much as he wanted to look into it, in the end he decided to not to do it and continue walking as it was something private and meaningful to the older.
However two seconds after, he walked right back to that exact same spot. As much as he didn't want to do it, he was just dying to get a little insight of the boy's thoughts.
He sat down cross-legged infront of the table, carefully opening the black notebook. It had only been two days since the older had started writing, but about eight pages were already full with blue ink.
Reading the first few pages, the ones written on the day Chan had first hugged and kissed him after a long time, he felt his heart already shattering into a million pieces. How the boy was excited to show him his progress, how he was setting goals and being excited to actually achieve them. It all showed how much progress Chan was making.
Then he continued to the next few pages, the one's written on the day of the restaurant.
I feel so bad and guilty. Hyunjin has been acting a little off lately, and I think I'm slowly affecting him with my mental state :((
Not in a million years did I ever want it to affect him! I never wanted to deprive him of basic things in a relationship, but I unintentionally have.
I did give my very best to give him kisses and hugs yesterday night though, so I'm not sure what exactly it is that's going on :( I want him to be okay, I love him after all! But I just can't figure out what it is and I'm not sure if I should ask him. He only taked to Minho about it, not to me, so maybe i'm not supposed to know? :(
Hyunjin always tells me to get better for myself. "Get better for yourself, not for me." Is what he repeats every single day, but I just can't bring myself to fully follow that advice.
