His Skin // Hyunchan

•°Chapter 20°•

[Binsung]

Jisung and Changbin had safely arrived at the younger's dorm after about 15 minutes of walking and conversing.

And for the first time, Jisung was the one clinging to the older the whole journey, not the other way around.

He wanted everyone passing by them to see him holding Changbin, holding his hand and being right next to him. There was just this urge to make everyone understand that they needed to back off of Changbin since he belonged to somebody now.

Not officially yet, but to Jisung's mind, that didn't matter.

He struggled to put in the key into the dedicated lock to open the door for probably the first time in his life, being excited and nervous at the same time and unable to concentrate.

Changbin placed a hand onto his shoulder from the back, smiling at him once he had turned around and that was enough to get the boy to focus again, no words needed.

Jisung smiled back and focused on the key, eventually managing to open the door, inviting the other inside and walking in after him.

"Ignore the mess please, it's Hyunjin's" he spoke as he turned on the lights.

The older chuckled, taking his shoes off "Yeah right. You're even less orderly than he is"

"Whatever.." Jisung spoke again, his tone quieter and more cheeky this time, catching Changbin off guard when he suddenly wrapped his arms around him, pulling him back and pressing their bodies together.

The older's breathing almost came to a halt when he felt hands traveling down his torso, lifting his shirt up and slipping beneath it, starting to touch up his skin. He didn't know how to respond or what to do, blushing so uncontrollably much at their closeness.

"The bathroom's in the back, how about you go get ready mh?"

"G-get ready?" He asked, letting his head fall down and eyes look at the ground, taking in deep breaths to calm his nerves when Jisung placed a few kisses against the back of his neck.

He didn't know if he was ready for this. He felt nervous and anxious, not really having much experience when it came to being close to others.

"Yeah get ready. As in, get rid of your clothes."

Changbin bit down his bottom lip to cope with his anxiety, slipping his own hands underneath his clothing to get ahold of the youngers ones and pull them away, keeping them in his own as he turned around to face him.

"Can't we like.. do that together? I- I mean we will be in there at the same time anyway a-and-"

Jisung had been looking at him with half lidded eyes, eventually shutting him up by leaning in to kiss him once again. He only held it for a few short seconds, but the stunned and flustered expression on the other's face once he had pulled away was priceless, making a devilish smirk form across his face.

"You're so cute." he whispered, immediately turning around and dragging Changbin along to the bathroom.

The older felt overwhelmed and was second-guessing his decision of agreeing to come here. However, he didn't let anxiety and insecurity overtake him, digging deeper to really find what he wanted.

Thinking about it, he did want this, as long as it was with Jisung. He wasn't going to allow himself to see this as a chore when it wasn't. It was rather exciting, and he knew it was going to be the most relaxing thing he had ever done.

Soon enough they arrived at the bathroom. Jisung allowed Changbin to walk inside and closed the door after, locking it just in case Hyunjin came back early.

He told the older to feel at home and to just act like his usual self, however Changbin just stood there, anxiously rubbing up and down his left arm and looking to the ground.

Jisung felt butterflies throughout his whole system, scolding his own self mentally for how he was reacting "Stop falling deeper, stop it Jisung!"

He moved closer to the boy again, this time keeping his hands to himself since he had realized how his quick movements were effecting the other.

"Hey,.." he whispered standing in front of Changbin, being close but not too close "I'm sorry I rushed you.." he started, tone apologetic "..we just arrived, and I'm ready making you do all these things, touching you up and.. I- I'm just sorry, I don't want you to get a false impression of what my intentions are.."

"What? No!" Changbin abruptly grasped the youngers wrists "I never thought about it like that! It's not you.. I'm just more inexperienced than I look like. I don't mean to act distant, I just don't know what to do..."

Jisung felt his heart about to melt. He was falling in love over and over again in the matter of seconds. What was happening to him?

"Do you want me to guide you through everything?"

"Please.." Changbin nodded, pulling the other's hands to his body and making Jisung grab onto the bottom hem of his shirt.

The boy looked up at him, surprised that this would be the shy boy's first move.

"Can I? Really?" His eyes sparkled, his hands almost trembling at the thought of seeing the other's body.

"I don't know if you're going to like what you're about to see but... you can look" he smiled timidly "a-and.. I don't mind your touches either.. I really like them actually"

Jisung shook his head from side to side "From what I felt earlier.." He whispered, once again repeating the same action of slipping his hands underneath the fabric, feeling the now warmer, hot skin beneath his finger tips "...I think I definitely will love what's right here"

The boy bit down the inside of his cheek, trying to process the tingles of someone else's touch and not get too nervous as Jisung kept on traveling his hands upwards and pulling the shirt along with it.

"Raise your arms" Jisung softly spoke up again, smiling when the boy immediately applied and did as he was told. He pulled off the shirt, his eyes glued to the smaller's body as he threw it away to the side, not even caring to look where it had landed.

"Sung.. i-is it that bad..?" Changbin wrapped his arms around his torso to cover some of it up after a few seconds of the other not saying a single word.

"Are you crazy?" Jisung answered, walking closer to the other, making him walk backwards until his back hit the nearest wall behind his body.

He smirked, placing his hands onto his stomach and moving them up to his chest and shoulders, enjoying the way he shivered "You- you're gorgeous Changbin I-" he felt speechless, unable to form words "I don't know what to say"

Changbin felt utterly shy and slightly cold now that a part of his outfit was missing. Jisung's presence so close was making him feel dizzy and light-headed "You don't hate it...?"

"Stop, are you serious? I can't believe you're insecure about your body when you're this hot" he smiled widely, infecting the other with his positive aura and making him smile too "speaking of hot, your skin it's warmer than-"

"Than before?" Changbin finished off his sentence, blushing madly "It tends to heat up when I'm nervous, b-but on the outside I'm actually really cold.."

"First of all, you don't need to be nervous bunny" he tapped the tip of the smaller's nose, moving away from him after and walking over to the bathtub "and second, thank you for letting me know. Let's get you warm shall we?"

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Next chapter Hyunchan or Binsung? I have no idea so I'll let you decide :)

I'm dead tired, so I hope I didn't miss any mistakes♥︎