Blank Space| Mosh

Losing everyone 🤭

Indiana: WDISFSFL?
Mads: yep.
Indiana: what does that mean?
Mads: guess.
Indiana: I don't know that's why I'm asking what does it mean?
Mads: I don't hear you guessing.
Indiana: I don't know, why do I say fuck? So fuckin' much, I don't know woman.
Mads: ok first of all no. Second of all, there's no M in that phrase or whatever. Third of all, it means why did I stay for so fuckin' long?
Indiana: oh...
Mads: yeah.
Indiana: but why did you?
Mads: I don't know ok, but it's over now.
Indiana: people are going to throw so much hate at you for what you posted.
Mads: I don't care. I'm tired of being the crazy obsess person when I'm the one getting hurt by everyone.
Indiana: I know.
Mads: I gotta go I'll see you later.
Indiana: ok bye.
Mads: bye.

I hanged up and continued packing. I called my grandparents and asked them can I stay with them for a while. I'm giving my apartment up. There's no point in staying here anymore.

*A week later*

Mads: everyone's leaving and everyone hates me.
Riley: no one hates you.
Mads: I love you but you're a moron.

I said walking in the booth.

Manager: ready?
Mads: yeah.

I started making a cover to Taylor Swifts song Blank Space.

Nice to meet you, where you been?
I could show you incredible things
Magic, madness, heaven, sin
Saw you there and I thought
"Oh, my God, look at that face
You look like my next mistake
Love's a game, wanna play?" Ay

New money, suit and tie
I can read you like a magazine
Ain't it funny? Rumors fly
And I know you heard about me
So hey, let's be friends
I'm dying to see how this one ends
Grab your passport and my hand
I can make the bad guys good for a weekend

So it's gonna be forever
Or it's gonna go down in flames
You can tell me when it's over, mm
If the high was worth the pain
Got a long list of ex-lovers
They'll tell you I'm insane
'Cause you know I love the players
And you love the game

'Cause we're young, and we're reckless
We'll take this way too far
It'll leave you breathless, mm
Or with a nasty scar
Got a long list of ex-lovers
They'll tell you I'm insane
But I've got a blank space, baby
And I'll write your name

Cherry lips, crystal skies
I could show you incredible things
Stolen kisses, pretty lies
You're the King, baby, I'm your Queen
Find out what you want
Be that girl for a month
Wait, the worst is yet to come, oh, no

Screaming, crying, perfect storms
I can make all the tables turn
Rose garden filled with thorns
Keep you second guessing like
"Oh, my God, who is she?"
I get drunk on jealousy
But you'll come back each time you leave
'Cause, darling, I'm a nightmare dressed like a daydream

So it's gonna be forever
Or it's gonna go down in flames
You can tell me when it's over, mm
If the high was worth the pain
Got a long list of ex-lovers
They'll tell you I'm insane
'Cause you know I love the players
And you love the game

'Cause we're young, and we're reckless (oh)
We'll take this way too far
It'll leave you breathless, mm (oh)
Or with a nasty scar
Got a long list of ex-lovers
They'll tell you I'm insane (insane)
But I've got a blank space, baby
And I'll write your name

Boys only want love if it's torture
Don't say I didn't, say I didn't warn ya
Boys only want love if it's torture
Don't say I didn't, say I didn't warn ya

So it's gonna be forever
Or it's gonna go down in flames
You can tell me when it's over (over)
If the high was worth the pain
Got a long list of ex-lovers
They'll tell you I'm insane (I'm insane)
'Cause you know I love the players
And you love the game

'Cause we're young, and we're reckless
We'll take this way too far (ooh)
It'll leave you breathless, mm
Or with a nasty scar (leave a nasty scar)
Got a long list of ex-lovers
They'll tell you I'm insane
But I've got a blank space, baby
And I'll write your name

I took off the headphones and walked out of the booth.

Riley: that was amazing.
Mads: thanks.
Riley: are you still upset about Jaden and-
Mads: don't finish that sentence. I'm upset that no one gets it.
Riley: gets what?
Mads: that I was never like this, after I was manipulated, cheated on and hurt not physically but emotionally I turned into this...obsess person. The fact that it is Josh doesn't even believe me.
Riley: I'm sure he's just in denial.
Mads: yeah right. Maybe he is right.
Riley: hey, he's not even close to being right. You're not going crazy you know what you saw.
Mads: I just need a break from everything.

I grabbed my purse.

Riley: where are you going?
Mads: home.

I walked out of the studio and got in my car. When I got back to my apartment I started moving my stuff in my car.

???: need some help?

I turned around and it was one of my neighbors.

Mads: I'm good.

I picked up a box and I almost fell back but he grabbed my back.

???: looks like you need help.

He took the box from me and walked it down the stairs and put it in my car.

???: what is in that box?
Mads: shoes. I don't believe we officially met.
???: yeah, names Christian.
Mads: Madison but you can call me Mads.
Christian: Madison I like it.