Dear Paxton ,
It didn't work , I'm still here . I tried to overdose I guess I didn't get enough pills for it . I'm in the hospital right now . Why didn't you come save me ? i need you , but you left . Now I'm alone , with my own thoughts destroying me , I have no one to talk to . I go back to school tomorrow .. didn't you hear ? I got suspended for dumb shit . well it may have not been dumb to you because you hated when I did it . I started to smoke again , that's the only reason . They caught me , so whatever if you were here you would've been all like " oh .. why .. ? please stop " . well guess what , I can't stop you know why I won't ? because of you . I'm trying so hard to forget about you by doing drugs . I just want you back ..
Yours only //
- Aniecea
