everything kinda just got silent for a while .
" what .. " he said in such sadness .
" Aniecea , look I understand I left you but .. " I cut him off before he could say anything else
" but what . . exactly nothing . Look at me , you fucking lets me with out telling me . No clue , no text , no call , nothing . You broke me apart when you left , I didn't know if something bad happened to you or not . You don't fucking understand .. How are you just gonna come back and expect me to fall for you again . It's been so long since you left you can't just come back into my life and think every thing will be okay . I thought I wasn't good enough for you , that's why I thought you left . I ended up in the hospital because of you . . i just couldn't get you out of my head . All theses thoughts and memories made me go into pain .. And I couldn't take it . My mom died , and she was the last thing I had left that understood me when you fucking left . Why did you even come back ? So you can shatter me again ? fuck off Paxton . " I said as tear kept running down my cheek
" you wanna know why I came back ? Because of fucking you . I came back for one reason , and that reason was you . I'm sorry I left you , I had reasons but you know what . . I regret it , you're happy with someone else and that hurts more than anything but whatever . I'll be fine one day I'll get over it and you . Just don't come running to me if he breaks your heart , Or fucks you over because I came back for you . Guess I shouldn't of , have fun with the rest of your life Aniecea . Cause this will be the last time you see me " he said as tears filling up into his eyes .
I went over to him and grabbed him by the hands .
" you can't do this to me anymore Paxton . Please don't leave me .. " more tears keep flowing down my cheeks ..
" I-I.. I need you . " I shuttered
" you're happy with someone else , you don't need me anymore " he said grabbing his hoodie and letting my hand go while walking away .
" all I ever did was love you even when you left . Why are you hurting me .. I love you . I love you . I love you . I fucking love you .. " i said falling down to my knees .
" You know what hurts , seeing the person you falling completely in love with love some else . "
I turned around ..
" Chandler .. "
