Aniecea's pov :
I woke up and I didn't see Chandler next to me
" He must've left early " I said laying up yawning
but before I got out of bed I notice a letter on my stand
I opened it and read
" Dear Aniecea ,
Baby .. I have no way how to tell you this . I really don't want you too hurt yourself over this in any way . Whiled you were asleep .. I went back to the hospital because I was in so much pain . I'm sorry for what I'm about to tell you but .. Aniecea I've had cancer for over 7 months now it started over the summer and since then it's been getting harder . I should've told you before but I couldn't .. Because who would wanna stay with someone who has cancer ? Tell me . You mean the absolute world to me ❤️ I'm really sorry the pain was unbearable but do me one favor please ? Forget all about me , Stay strong for me 💪🏼 live your life to the fullest . Don't make my death the reason to hold you back . Always remember baby .. You were shattered not broken . 💞 I love you forever .
I'll see you later ,
Sincerely / chandler . "
I dropped the letter and busted into tears .. I can't believe he did this
But how does he expect me to be strong when .. He was the only thing keeping me from not falling apart
i cried all day .. And ended up going to sleep after all that ..
Everything just kinda went by fast these past months though .
I never ended up going to his funeral ,
But I did go to his grave once , and that was to say my good byes to him that I never got to say
It hurt , but he needed me to stay strong . So I did what he told me , even if I just wanted to break down into tears sometimes
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This chapter was sad 😩 I guess . I mean yeah , 2 more chapters left 😋
