Every day
Every week
Every month
Doesn't matter what time , hour , second , minute it is .. I will never forget what happened
Life's not all happy . It's a gloomy place , and you're just waiting for the sun to come up
But that's one thing that will never happen cause even when it does , it always ends up going back to how it used to be
My moms dead
Paxton's dead
Chandlers dead
My life's a wreck ..
But the people I love are with each other now , watching over me .
My mom , she was amazing . She was my only best friend .. I didn't know what I'd do with out her . Look at me now ..
Paxton , he was my first love . He always kept me happy regardless if I didn't wanna be . He was there through everything with me . Look at me now ..
Chandler , he came into my life and changed me for good . I don't even self harm anymore , all the memories me and him had were great . He was going to be my future , but things fell out of place . He was my king , my light , my world , he was everything . He's my forever .. But look at me now .
Strong , been strong . Going to stay strong
Why ? Because it what he wants .
And I'll do anything for the man I love
Forever .
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Next chapter is the last chapter 😱
