Dear Paxton ,
It's been about a week , I still haven't opened that letter . I'm really scared what if it's your suicide letter ? I always knew you were kinda depressed , But I didn't know you could be capable of that . I really don't know right now , Any ways I have something to tell you . Chandler asked me to be his girlfriend today , It was in such a cute way I don't know if I should tell you or not . So I'll just tell you , We were just walking around his neighborhood . I'm pretty sure it was midnight because we were walking for hours haha . Either way , we kept talking about life and other things . Then he stopped and I look at him and asked what's wrong . He told me he couldn't do this anymore , I got confused for a second did he not want to live anymore or what ? that wasn't it though . He took me by the hands then looked me in the eyes , and told me he loves me . I was shocked , I couldn't speak .. I didn't know what to say . Just before I could say anything he asked me to be his girlfriend . I couldn't speak again , It happened so fast I said yes to him /.\ I was happy I couldn't stop smiling . He gave me the biggest hug ever , and told me he wasn't gonna give up on me . I believed him because it wasn't coming out from your mouth .Yeah seems harsh but the truth hurts doesn't it ? I'm sorry , you know I still love you though . So it's not the end yet .
Sincerely //
- aniecea
