The Eighty Nine's leader. My Lover.

Chapter 3.

Jace punched the steering wheel and cussed. I wiped my eyes again, he's angry, I should be angry, not him, I should be angry at him for taking me there, for not listening, for making things worse.

"Why did you have to go there? Why did you make me listen to that asshole? I told you not to go and... And...".

"Let's go get a drink".He seemed to decide against going home.

I just looked at him and we drove off to a bar where Jace did most of the ordering. Getting drunk has never come across my mind, most girls at school think I'm boring for not doing half the things they do and I think they are crazy.

Jace knows his alcohol, I'm sure he's been drinking since he was 10, him being crazy didn't start just happen overnight, it took time, probably since he was a baby. In no time, we were both drunk and we were talking, laughing and reminding each other funny stories of our happy home, our 'mother' being the reason for that happiness, she'd be so proud right now.

"Let's go home".I finally said with a smile, feeling better.

"Mom's probably asleep and I'm sure you don't want to explain everything all over, to her".

I sighed and nod, true, explaining it once was bad enough, Jace almost killed that man, Adelle will shoot him there's no doubt there. And I just can't talk about it again, I don't want to talk about it.

"I'll go to a friend's place then".

Jace looked up at me and laughed."You don't have friends Hazel".

I just looked at him and bursted into laughter, true, again and I'm all to thank for that, I push away everyone who tries then I shut them out and build a wall so high even I can't climb at times, until Zamani happened, I should have kept my wall high.

Jace checked us both in the same room with different beds, it was the only room left and Jace wouldn't go to another hotel, he needed to rest. He took a quick shower then left me alone to do what I had to do, cry, scream or whatever. And taking a long bath with candles lit and soft music playing, made it all a lot better than alcohol did. I got out and put on a robe.

He was now back and sitting on the bed, scanning through the channels on the TV, he looked up at me and smiled. I wasn't sobered up at all and Jace found that funny, he's never seen me drunk. I didn't find it funny at all, he moved making space for me and I took it, sitting comfortable besides him, shoulder to shoulder. Jace actually smiled.

"Zamani cheated on me, with more than 10 women".

"I'm sorry, I was being an ass".

"You're always an ass".And we both laughed, he's still drunk."Was it me? Did I do something that made him think I wanted that? I said no, continuously but he kept pulling my pants down, he...".

"It wasn't you Hazel".

"It is my fault, I should have worn more covering clothes, I should have...".And tears started rolling down my cheeks.

Jace stood up and opened the mini bar fridge."You're not the problem, he is, whether you were wearing a jacket or even a coat, he would have still done it, that's what monsters do. He's the bad guy not you and you fought, Hazel, you fought and no matter what do not blame yourself

You can wear whatever you want to wear, men like him need to know that, they are the problem and women like you, are fighters, I'm proud of you".

And we went back to drinking, me getting more drunk this time. Which consisted of me laughing nonstop, whoever told him alcohol works deserves a medal, he laughed so hard he could barely breathe, making me laugh even more, I've only seen him laugh twice and it was only for a couple of seconds, this is a new level.

She has the most beautiful laugh, only if she would laugh more often and stop being so angry all the time.

I looked up at Jace, tears rolling down my eyes from all that laughing probably from crying too. He stopped laughing and brushed the tears off my cheeks with his index finger. He grazed my cheek and we just kissed. Jace kissed the tip of my lips, he then kissed my jaws up to my ear kissing every part.

He picked me up sitting down on the couch with me on his laps, I pulled his belt and unzipped his jeans, unbuttoning his jeans button. He got off the couch still holding me and I had no choice but straddle him, he pushed me against the wall, kissing my neck, he let go and I put my feet down, he pushed back the robe revealing my shoulders, he then kissed them pulling the robe belt and pushed it back and off my body.

He kissed my shoulders down to my collarbone sucking my skin in his mouth, he moved his lips down to my chest, kissing it then up to my lips. I pulled him back to me with his shirt and I pulled it apart, the buttons flying to the floor, he took off his jeans and picked me up again, sitting me on the table. His lips crashed with mine and my moan died on his lips.

He pushed slowly and I let out a louder moan, he picked me up and pushed me down on the bed, I scratched his back with my nails and he also moaned, kissing me deeper. He kissed my bare breasts, licking my nipples forcing me to moan even louder, he sucked the whole nipple in his mouth and pulled back, it doesn't matter how loud I moan no one will hear me which is good, he moved his lips down to my stomach and further down.

Jace held me with tenderness and care, he is bad ass when looking at him but he's so gentle, who would have known? He kissed me, pushing slowly and I moaned louder, scratching his back even more, he moaned kissing my neck, my hands flying to the bed grabbing the sheets.

I just laid there letting him kiss each and every part of my body, holding me in ways I've never been held before, making me feel things I've never felt before. Things I should probably never feel, he pushed again and again.

He brushed my bare shoulders, before sucking in, he brushed my lower lip with his thumb and sucked his thumb in his mouth, he moved his lips down to my chest nibbling every part of it, cupping my breasts with his hands, making me moan again, his lips crashed on mine again. He pushed again before moving back and giving me a kiss on the forehead.

I collapsed besides him and he pulled me closer to him, my naked body on his warm body, he brushed my back and kissed my forehead again, his right arm around my waist, his left hand on my thigh pulling it on his legs. He pulled the sheets up covering our naked bodies and his eyes closed, so did mine and I was out, sleeping soundlessly on his chest, my arm around his neck holding him.

Jace woke up and a smile formed on his lips brushing her back, she twitched a little and his eyes shot opened, he lifted his whole body up. Forcing her body to roll to the other side of the bed hugging the sheets, he looked down at Hazel and he did the only think he thought sensible. He jumped off the bed putting on his boxers, looking around for his clothes and they were on the floor.

He picked up his clothes and put on his jeans and , he punched the air silently screaming. He walked back to the bed and pulled up the sheets and yes it happened. He held his mouth and brushed his head, Hazel just laid there, holding the sheets, his phone rang and she twitched, he put it on silent and watched Hazel before silently screaming again. He put on his shirt not buttoning it, Hazel destroyed the buttons.