The Eighty Nine's leader. My Lover.

Chapter 17.

I did end up in his bed besides him not naked though, fully dressed, his head was on the edge of the bed and mine was on the pillow on the other side of the bed both our feet on each other's faces. I sat up straight my back on the headboard.

"Why do you want us to get married so bad?".That's the first one.

He also sat up straight frowning instead of smiling."I don't want anyone else to have you".

"What do...".

"No one else can have you but me".

"I actually thought you'd say something other than that".

"What?".

"I don't know something that sounded less, psycho, possessive and obsessive, 'if I can't have you then no one else will' very possessive".

He actually giggled at that making me smile, Jace just giggled, I swear I thought he never laughed or even giggled. He just proved me wrong. What else can he prove me wrong about?.

"No it doesn't?".

"Give me your phone".

"Why?".

"Just give it".He threw his phone to me."Siri does my boyfriend saying 'if I can't have you no one else can' sound possessive?".

'Yes, possessive is when...'

"Okay, fine, you win but I always wanted you then you became my sister".

"And now I'm your baby mama".

"I want you to be more than that and now I know that I can't force it on you, you're way too fucken stubborn, I might as well tell you the truth. Look, we'll learn to love each other Hazel because this is just crazy, us always fighting is crazy".

"And how is us getting married going to solve us? Jace we can't force things, you can't expect me to just say yes let's get married because you want to".

"All I know is that I want to be with you and our baby, throughout all this, I want you and nobody else".

"I never thought I'd ever hear badass Jace say that to anyone".I just had to.

He smiled throwing a pillow at my head."You bring out the best in me which sometimes turns out to be the worst".

We can't just get married and hope for the best, that will only push us into hating each other more. We barely know each other, we barely talk. He's right though fighting is not helping anyone because at the end of the day I always end up in his bed, maybe we should just get married once because we are sharing his house anyways and he's not planning to let me go.

"Let's start by dating".

He smiled, chuckling."Date? As in like boyfriend and girlfriend?".

"Yeah, we need to know things about each other before getting married".

He brushed his head moving his hand down to his chin."What do you want to know?".

I laughed."You can't just ask me that".

"Okay, let's date then, my girlfriend".

I laughed again, he moved up to me, smiling, I looked away and he pulled me down to him, I rested my head on his chest, my arm around his waist and I closed my eyes. Being pregnant is weird, the second I close my eyes, I fall asleep, that's how tired I get unless of course I'm stressing over things I can't change. Jace held me with some love and gentleness, do I even want to date him? Is this even real?.

I opened my eyes looking up at him and his were closed probably asleep, how do I even know him saying he wants to be with us is even real? He could be lying just to get me to marry him. But he doesn't look like he would lie about such a thing. I closed my eyes again, shutting out all the questions, live in the moment and if he breaks my heart I guess I'll just have to to move on.