The Eighty Nine's leader. My Lover.

Chapter 4.

Waking up looking around the hotel was weird and scary, trying to recall what had happened the night before was even scarier and all I got was Jace all over my naked body and inside me. I pushed the bathroom door and ran in and I threw up almost everything I had left in my stomach.

I covered my naked body with a towel and dragged myself back to the bedroom, forcing myself to look around the hotel room not finding Jace which is a good thing. There's no going back from this.

Having sex with my adoptive mother's son, is by far the worst thing I have ever done and it's really bad, my clothes were folded neatly on the chair besides the bed, my head was now throbbing from the alcohol and from everything else. I was almost raped last night and I somehow ended up having sex with Jace.

The landline went off, I rushed to it, the more it rings the more my head throbs, I took a few breaths and put it on my ear.

"Yes?".

"Ma'am, your driver is here, should I send him up?".

My driver? How drunk was I last night? Wait even if I was that drunk I couldn't have hired a driver, I don't have that kind of money. Shit.

"No, no, I'll be down there in a few minutes, thank you".

The only clothes I had were on the bedside chair, Jace's white vest had replaced my t-shirt. I can't walk out of here topless, I got up and made my bed, hotel or not, I have to make my bed, it's one of those things I just can't go a day without doing and the only good thing that came from being raised by my mother.

I took a quick shower, I can't go home smelling like alcohol and probably sex, Adelle won't do anything, I know. I'm old enough now but still I should not smell like Jace.

I pushed the main door open and a guy waiting outside a car waived at me, he smiled opening the car door when I walked up to him. He knows me, how does he know me? I'm pretty sure Jace didn't give him my picture, or maybe he did.

"Morning, Mrs Johnson".

Mrs Johnson?."I'm Hazel, good morning".

He frowned watching me getting in, he closed the door walking to the driver's side and getting in. I closed my eyes sitting back resting my throbbing head on the seat, hoping to fall asleep. I realised a second ago that it's not a bad dream that I'm gonna wake up from. And the fact that this man just called me Mrs Johnson makes it all worse.

"Is there anyplace you'd like to go to Mrs... Hazel, boss didn't really give me any details".

"No, just home".

"Home it is".

The whole drive, my eyes were closed, the guilt setting in, people can read what I did in my eyes. My hand somehow ran all over my face and my stomach growled, thinking about last night made it feel funny and I thought about it a whole lot. Home. Adelle's probably home too, this is bad.

He offered to walk me to the door, I said no, I know my way to my door and if be walks me, Adelle will get all crazy ideas. I took a few deep breaths and pushed the door hoping and praying and fingers crossed and Adelle was just pacing around the house, her phone in her hand.

I just froze, turn around slowly and just run for it. I gritted my jaws and got in closing the door behind me, she didn't even hear me open the door.

She turned around looking at me. Here we go."Where the hell were you Hazel? Why weren't you picking up your phone? I tried calling you, I tried looking for you...".

"I fell asleep at a friend's house, my phone is on silent, I'm sorry I got you worried".

She looked at me and I moved back a little, she slapped Jace once."Don't ever do that again, write a note or something, don't give me a fucken heart attack for no reason".

"I'm sorry".

"It's okay".I slightly smiled and walked past her."And Jace was here last night and he didn't even wait for me, let alone tell me he was coming, you two really will kill me at a young age".

I had to pretend not to have heard her, she'll probably say something else leading to another thing and I wasn't in the mood to talk about Jace, my adoptive mother's son whom I was with the whole night, having sex!.

I got in my bedroom already stripping off of my clothes and heading to the bathroom getting in the shower turning the tap on. I just sat there pulling my knees up to my chest tilting my head looking up at the water closing my eyes. I want to wash away the memory from last night, I want to wash away everything that happened yesterday.

The headache went away for a while before everything came back and it also came back, I'm probably going to die now, from a heart attack or something because all this thinking is not good.

We're both regretting this or Jace wouldn't have left that early without saying a word, I brushed the water away from my eyes and the stomachache came back again, I still have to go to work then school, thank God Jace doesn't live here anymore, I would die.

I closed my eyes again and as much as I would love to cry right now, I can't, I don't know how to feel, I'm numb towards the whole thing, we shouldn't have done what we did and now it will haunt me for the rest of my life.

"And she said she slept at a friend's house, now I know that's a lie, she doesn't have friends".

"No, she doesn't".Jace's voice came from the other end of the phone.

"I'm just glad she's now acting like girls her age, I just hope this boyfriend of hers doesn't hurt her because I'd have to kill him".

"I don't think you should tell him that, too soon to be threatening the guy, ma".

They both laughed, Adelle said her goodbye and told him how much she loves him, he did the same, in a less obvious way, boys. I went back to my bedroom closing the door and getting under the covers.

Facing Adelle today is not a choice, I need some time to process this whole thing, I need time so I can be able to face her, not only does she think I have a boyfriend, she also think I'm spending nights with him and she told Jace. And he can really pretend, that laugh? Seriously? What the fuck was that?.

Adelle had to call my boss telling her I wasn't coming to work, making up a lie about Varsity and they bought it, apart from Adelle being a good liar, she's scary too, you can't just question her. She would kick your ass for even implying that she's lying. Even though she is lying.

I spent the whole week going to Varsity and work, even when I didn't have to go to, I still went just to stay away from Adelle, she was a cop, she knows when someone's lying and she can put two and two together very fast which is something neither Jace nor I want. And she can make me tell her everything without even asking