The Eighty Nine's leader. My Lover.

Chapter 14.

He pushed me on the bed with my back, he got on top of me pushing his body up. I took off his tshirt and kissed his bare neck. He kissed my hand down to my forearm to my humerus to my shoulder and up to my neck, he wasn't just kissing, he was sucking.

He sucked my neck in his mouth, pulling back making me moan, wanting more, of course I want more, we want more. I pulled his belt. He unhooked my bra, kissing my clothed breasts, kissing my chest up. He stopped and moved back.

"Wait, Hazel, are you sure? I mean I know you're pregnant now and we've had sex before but I was too drunk to even ask if you wanted this or if you really were sure, I know it's not dangerous to the baby but...".

"Jace, breath".

He is babbling, I have never heard Jace sound like that before, it's cute but annoying."I am breathing".

"Yes, I'm sure then, so can we not ruin this?".

He looked down at me then nod, he kissed me again, slower than before and it drove me crazy, making m  e feel all kinds of feels any human can feel. He kissed my jaws then my chin sucking it in his mouth.

I took off my bra completely throwing it on the floor, I do want this, maybe I don't, being pregnant is shit! I pulled down his zip, he took off his jeans pulling the blankets, covering our naked bodies, I have been horny all day, everyday. I see Jace and all I'm thinking is sex.

The sex was good, weird but good. Being pregnant and having sex is weird, I sat up straight on the bed covering my naked body with the covers. Jace brushed my back and kissed it, I let out a sigh and he pulled me down making me sleep on my side my back facing him.

He pressed his head against my back still holding my stomach, I don't understand any of what's happening. His hot air was brushing against my back and the hair on it, I like that, it made me smile, feeling butterflies in my stomach.

I brushed my stomach smiling, I'll forever be grateful to Jace for her. I got off bed and walked out, I walked up the stairs to my bedroom, I pushed the door closing it, fuck!. This is not a good idea, we hate each other, having sex is a bad idea, it could give us both the wrong message. I just laid there staring up at the ceiling with the covers over my naked body.

So I had sex with Jace for the second time. I turned around sleeping on my side, I am tired just not sleepy yet. Being pregnant and having sex is like walking for six hours with no rest, the doctor said on our first appointment that we can have sex, it won't be dangerous to the baby but it still feels weird and the fact that I still hate him and he still hasn't told me where he stands on the whole marriage thing, makes it all a bit worse.

Jace

I had sex with Hazel, it was good but weird, she is pregnant after all and she still hates me which makes all this weird somehow. When she suggested I put hands on her, I thought why not? Let me have sex with her and prove myself right that I feel nothing for her but right now, I don't know how I'm feeling. I moved to the other side of the bed still looking up at the ceiling, it smells like her.

Stop it Jace. I can't do this, the sex was a bad idea, me forcing her to come live with me was a bad idea. What the fuck is wrong with me? I groaned sleeping on my stomach, my head buried between the sheets still smelling Hazel in them. This will be more than awkward.