northside girl | b.e.

chapter seven

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MADISON
"i like you. a lot, really. you're very beautiful and i really enjoy when you're around. i don't usually tell people this when i like them but you're different. i want you to know how much i like you."

i sighed. "lip, i don't feel that way about you, i'm sorry. i've got my eyes on somebody else." i informed him. he stared at something in the room and nodded.

i just sat there on the corner of his bed awkwardly, cracking my knuckles a little obnoxiously.

"we can try to make it work." be suggested and i sighed.

"no, we can't. sorry. i'm not into you, lip. i just come to you for sex. i thought it was a mutual thing." i told him.

"right. can we keep hooking up, or is it too awkward now or some shit?" he asked and i looked at him.

"well i really like this girl... i don't know, man. she's all i think about lately. and i don't wanna be thinking about somebody else while we're fucking." i explained.

"seriously?" he asked and i nodded. "shit."

"maybe if things don't go too well... but it's looking like they are. i'm really into her."

lip nodded slowly and i stared at him, observing his movements. he just stared off into the distance. i sighed and stood up. "i'll text you. that's what friends are for, right? i asked as i walked towards the door, eyes on him.

he chuckled dryly with a nod. "sure."

"right. see you, lip." i waved before walking out his door. i was met with his brother, liam, who was clearly listening to lip and i's conversation.

"you broke up with lip?"

"i was never with lip." i scoffed, walking straight past him. i walked down the stairs and saw lip's gay brother and his boyfriend arguing about some shit. i rolled my eyes, walking out the door. that family is too much. even if i liked lip, i don't know if i'd put myself through it.

as soon as i got out the door, i pulled out a cigarette and lit it, walking down the street, to my house. i really wanted to text billie to ask what she's doing but i felt like i was being too much. texting her too often. so i refrained, even though it's all i wanted to do.

i tried to distract myself. you know when you try to make yourself think about something so hard, you can't? that's exactly what happened. i gave in and texted billie a "hey."

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when i got home, i texted billie for a little bit. turns out she's busy at some event, so i decided to write instead. i hadn't thought about my novel in a while and so i worked on that. since i hadn't written in a long time, i just decided to jot down ideas for the plot, instead.

BILLIE
i was on a date. i told madison i was at an event because i wasn't sure how she'd react if i told her i was on a date with somebody else. i'm not even sure what we are.

here i was, sat in a fancy restaurant wearing a full on corset with a skirt. the girl i was on a date with was really nice, pretty too. we drank wine and talked about god knows what until we were finished our food.

the girl i was on a date with, who i learned was named tamara, brought me home, but not before buying a whole other bottle of wine. we both drank it, although i noticed i was drinking a lot more and she kept refilling my glass. we were in my living room at this point.

the drunker i got, the hornier and so without much warning, i leaned forward and kissed tamara. she kissed back and i smiled into the kiss, grabbing her shirt by the collar and pulling it towards me. we started making out and i straddled her, kissing her sloppily.

straight away, she shoved her hand up my skirt and into my underwear. i'll spare the details but i can't really say it's unlike me to fuck on the first date. in fact, that's usually the case, usually the only reason i even go on dates.

sure, me and madison's date didn't go like that but it very well could've. i was half-tempted to just devour her but i decided to take my time with her, she seems special. however, that wasn't going to stop me from fulfilling my needs somewhere else. what can i say? i told her she doesn't know me.

by the time tamara went home, i was already texting madison to come over, telling her that i miss her. that part is true. i really do like her and stuff, i just like to keep my options open. and i do have something special with her, i'm not going to ruin that by having sex with her straight away.

when madison got here, i excitedly greeted her, pulling her in for a hug. "hey, are you drunk?" she asked and i giggled.

"no."

"billie... it's late. how about instead of us staying awake right now and me going home, i just stay here and we both go to bed right now, yeah? you seem worn out."

oh i'm warn out alright. "any excuse to be in my bed, madison." i tutted and she playfully pushed me.

MADISON
when billie got back from her event, she called me over straight away. it was cute, really. her drunk ass thought of me. i love how she's just as into me as i am her. i brought her to the bathroom and brushed her teeth before bringing her back to her room.

billie just laid in bed. "come on, you've got to get dressed, billie." i slapped her butt as she laid on her stomach and she groaned.

"do that again."

"no, you perv." i chuckled, slapping her ass again anyways before straightening my composure. "nah, come on for real. i'm gonna get you dressed, okay?"

billie just nodded and i sighed, going to her drawer and taking some pyjamas out. i took her pants and socks off, putting her pyjama shorts on instead. i took time to appreciate her beautiful legs before moving onto her top.

"i don't sleep with a bra, take it off. save it as a souvenir." she sleepily told me and i perked up a little. i took her shirt off and reached around to her back, unclasping her bra and taking it off without looking at her boobs. this shit is hard.

i put on her pyjama top and billie instantly fell asleep. i crawled up so i was laying behind billie and hugged her from behind, kissing her neck one, two, three times before laying down properly, cuddling billie.

"goodnight, bil."

{a/n: idk how to feel about this chapter.}