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I fucked up and had sex with Samantha. I shouldn't have but she was so tempting as ex I was so drunk. Her body and everything about her just drew me to her in the moment but now that we were done and she was fast asleep beside me it dawned on me that it was just another big mistake.

It wasn't sensual like it was with Tati it was just fast and forceful and rushed and I hated myself for even getting to that point with her again.

I showered and changed into a pajama set before going down to the kitchen to grab something to eat.

I'm glad that Tati didn't come like she was supposed to cause if she did that would've been horrible.

As I walked past the living room Justin called out to me.

"AIYA?"

"Yes it's me. If you turned around to spare me a glance you'd know."

"Yeah yeah whatever. Fridge top left compartment"

"What's there."

"If you went to the fridge instead of standing there you'd know." Smart ass.

I rolled my eyes at him and continued towards the kitchen.

When my eyes fell on what was in the fridge my heart fluttered but it was soon over come by guilt.

"Who brought this?" I asked like I didn't already know the answer to that.

"Tati."

"She dropped it off and left? That's unusual."

"She actually went to your room."

Say sike right now!

"I never saw her."

"Yeah she said you weren't there."

But since I came back from school I was on the bed the whole time with Sam so she definitely saw something.

"Shit." I muttered. I couldn't drink that thing now. I felt way too guilty so I just kept it back in the fridge and headed back to my room.

I picked up my phone and clicked on my message thread on iMessage with Tati.

Me: Thanks for the drink princess.

If she didn't reply it'd confirm my suspicions that she actually did see us but before I could even wrap my head around anything my phone vibrated.

Princess: You're welcome Aiyanna.

Me: You know you didn't have to.

The three dots appeared signifying she was typing. If she saw what happened why isn't she mad at me? Why isn't she cursing me out?

Princess: we're friends. That's what friends do.

Friends.