Mania | Yandere Oikawa

chapter three

I can't go on like this.
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You were currently sitting on your desk chair; gazing down at the book in front of you. Your desk light was giving you light to see your book, as your room was completely dark.

It was around 8:00 pm, and outside was pitch black. No stars were out, due to the clouds overhead. The fan in your room was the only sound other than the sound of you flipping through your book.

You were exhausted from your school day and didn't want to go back the next day. You came home from the cafe, and went straight to your room, ignoring everybody. All you wanted to do was read the most recent book you picked up from your local library. The due date was nearing soon.

You didn't even know how you could keep waking up early and going to school. It was so exhausting. Even with your new group of friends, who were a bit boy crazy, you didn't even want to go.

You understood how people felt about their crushes, getting a little jealous if a girl was around them. You found it quite weird that the whole group had a crush on the same guy. Sure, Oikawa was undoubtedly attractive, but what if one of the girls in the group did get with him. Would they all turn on the one girl, or just move on?

You weren't even sure if you still would want to keep being friends with them, even if they weren't boy crazy. Something about them just seemed off. Like they were the mean girls in your year.

You checked your phone and saw multiple messages from your Snapchat. A text message from your father, stating he was taking the night shift was underneath them. You texted him a quick love you and switched to snap.

You opened all the messages from your old school group chat. They were discussing what clubs they were joining, and the aching pain swelled in your heart. You wish you went to school with them still. You sent them a few videos of you talking about your new school, knowing they would love to hear about it. You left out a few embarrassing details, such as you not going to lunch, but you went into full detail about the new friend group.

You wanted their opinion on them. A second opinion would always be good.

Deciding to check the group chat you were placed in with your new friend group. Their texts were normal, you thought it would be all about Oikawa. Misato was talking about the piano lessons her mom forced her to take, while Haru was making jokes about her going onto the next Japan Got Talent. Mizuki was freaking out about how her class had homework on the first day, even though she was put in the second stupidest class of the year. Nashira was sending snaps in the group chat asking for opinions on clothes. You of course gave your opinion to the other girls. Kannie was just talking about her day.

It was normal, weirdly enough.

You added them all back, as their requests were still pending. Maybe they weren't as bad as you thought. Your old friend group didn't open any of your snaps, which you understood as they most likely had homework due to Shiratorizawa's homework policy.

You set your alarm at 5:00 am, and you shifted towards your bed, plugging in your phone.

You could work with this.

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Your alarm rang out, making you jump up in fright. The alarm sound makes you go into panic mode, due to it making you realize you have to wake up.

Put on extra blush; as you stared at your face. You wanted to look better today than you did yesterday. Your new friend group was all insanely pretty, so you wanted to fit in as much as possible. Even though you knew deep down you could never compare.