Mania | Yandere Oikawa

chapter eighteen

i want to be loved.

Trigger Warnings - Drugs Mentioned, Cheating Mentioned
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It was night when you were going through your textbook and taking notes. The material that you recently just learned from your teacher didn't seem too difficult, but then the problems on your homework said otherwise. You were frustrated; you had other work to do, but these problems were confusing.

You raised your arms to stretch. Your desk's lamp illuminated the pages of work to still do. Your phone was laying on your nightstand, you completely turned it off so it wasn't going to distract you. Hajime hasn't spoken to you at all even on the drive home. None of his friends as well. You had to make new friends, you didn't want to be all alone. You had your old friends from your old school, but you would only be able to hang out with them if they were free.

The pages of work laid there. You had enough. You would figure out everything in the morning. You turned off your lamp, and ran towards your bed, jumping into the cold covers. Hajime turned on the air conditioner when you two came home since the weather was getting warmer. Summer was coming. A break from school would be nice.

You turned on your phone so you would hear your alarm to wake up. You turned over and buried yourself into the covers. You were tired - why wouldn't you be? Your whole life fell apart, and you were just trying to get on with it. It hurt a lot. You had to admit that, but what else were you supposed to do? You couldn't turn to anybody. Your father would be mad. Your old friends at your old school couldn't do anything. You had to get through it, even though it hurt. There was no comfort.

Kunimi still hadn't texted you back which bugged you. A simple explanation would be excellent. Like, "Hey, I'm sorry I cheated on my girlfriend with you." That would have been at least something more than nothing at all. At this point, he was probably ignoring you. Hopefully ashamed of his actions. You were a joke for ever believing he wanted something from you other than sex. You were a complete idiot.

You closed your eyes drifting into sleep ignoring how your phone was buzzing.

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Your alarm rang out at five in the morning, and you shut it off. You felt like you didn't get a wink of sleep. You kept turning throughout the night, and you swore you woke up to your phone buzzing a couple of times throughout the night. Every single time you completely woke up, the buzzing would just stop. You must have just imagined it due to stress.

You did your routine as usual and came downstairs to pack a lunch. You didn't make Hajime anything but made your Dad the same thing you were having. A simple sandwich with some fruits. You also grabbed yourself a water bottle for your drink. Hajime hadn't come downstairs yet, and you weren't going to go get him even though it was getting close to your time to leave. You just sat on the couch, trying to get a few minutes to yourself.

Hajime came running downstairs a few minutes later. He glanced at the lunch on the countertop and was grabbing forward thinking it was his. "That's for dad." You spoke, and he glanced at you before putting his hand down. He didn't say anything back, before walking towards the garage with you following him.

It was warm in the garage. It was getting hotter. You could tell it was going to be a humid day which you were dreading. You need to change into your summer uniform soon instead of the winter uniform. You would get the uniform out of your closet when you got home today.

You barely got into the car before Hajime started backing up. Of course, he was being a dick already in the morning because he thought the lunch was his. Why would he even think that you would make him lunch? You just slammed the door as the car went backward. You two sat in silence in the parking lot.