"Do you know how easy it would be for me to kill you right now?"
♤in which a boy's mercy prevails over his wrath.
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[starting season: end of 3]
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The next morning was hard as I woke up in the comfort of my own bed. I felt guilty for being upset. I felt as though I made Noah's death about my mother they weren't the same person but I couldn't help but remember her after that. I got out of bed as my feet were now on the cold wooden floor. I wanted to visit Carl he made me feel okay about everything. I still didn't know if he still had the mindset of when we first met. I prayed he didn't I couldn't handle that. I went to the bathroom and took a nice shower trying to feel something but I didn't. The only way I could be if I was with Carl I wish I didn't but I couldn't help but feel lost without his presence.
After getting ready I walked out of the house and started to walk towards Carl's since it was only eight houses down from mine. As I walked I saw him walk out of his from afar. Instead of catching up with him I watched from afar and started to follow him. I knew it was wrong and creepy but I was genuinely curious about where he was going. He started climbing the gate as I watched from afar. I was going to find out why he kept hoping the walls I mean I thought he liked it here. Carl climbing the walls unannounced stayed a constant question in my head.
I hoped the wall a couple of minutes after him. It was quite easy to do as a blanket was already placed on the top of the wall. As my feet hit the floor I walked through the trees quietly looking to see a glimpse of him. I saw him shortly after looking for him. He was alone as his head looked around as if he was looking for someone as well. As I watched closely the girl Enid appeared in front of Carl. She talked unamused with the whole situation I was more confused than ever. As I watched the brown-haired girl run as Carl followed quickly. I followed them as I ran behind them. They were now running beside each other I felt a pit in my stomach dropped seeing them together. I didn't understand why. I followed behind them as they stopped suddenly making me hide behind a tree. I caught my breath as Enid threw something near an incoming walker an alarm went off shortly after. Smart. They started to run in another direction after that making me look at them closely from afar. I walked quietly behind them as they now were sitting together against a log. I hated seeing them together I don't know why but I just hated the idea of Carl being with someone else other than me. It was a stupid thought because I didn't have a crush on Carl or anything. I mean even if Carl did like her I couldn't be upset she was gorgeous. They talked beside each other as Carl looked at her in awe. I couldn't stand seeing it anymore I sighed quietly as I started to head back to the wall quietly. My body felt empty seeing Carl being so nice to a girl who he barely even knew instead of me.
As I hoped the wall I was starting to walk back to my house stubbornly looking down at the floor. I was stopped by a cheerful Bailey catching my attention. "Wanna hang out today?" She asked excitedly. I mean I had nothing to do anyway.
