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irang now laid at the soft mattress of her bed. heeseung crawls up to her, yawning. they plan to sleep together tonight after spending the time earlier on a good picnic and a drive thru date. the day exhausted them, but it was nonetheless enjoyed.
irang was indeed distracted out of her thoughts— thoughts and realizations that might have been digging her regret.
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"irang." heeseung calls, but instead, she heard sunghoon's whiny voice.
with a blank face, she looked at heeseung, who was looking back at her with eyes full of love... one that resembled sunghoon's.
how could irang be so stupid? how could she not have realized the lingering stares? heeseung is the one beside her, but in her mind was only sunghoon.
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"i love you, irang." heeseung places a gentle kiss on her forehead— one that she could only imagine as sunghoon and his 'brotherly affection'.
she missed the way sunghoon laughs at her horrible jokes, how he'd tickle her away from the bed just so she would blow dry her damp hair.
and of course, how his presence instantly made her feel safe, secured, and cared of.
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indeed, irang felt similar feelings whenever she's with heeseung— but the ways sunghoon makes her stomach twist, her heart skip a beat, her mind hazed— it's incomparable.
it was way too euphoric too feel, something that only sunghoon can bring upon irang's confused heart.
irang is confused, bewildered.
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was she cheating in a way that she is growing to realize how she did not really have strong feelings for her now boyfriend?
that she only used his perfect image in order to distract herself from the feelings that was bound to destroy her most beloved friendship?
it was a war of questions in irang's head, but there also comes the reminiscing... all while her boyfriend lays next to her, hands playing with hers.
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"you hands are so beautiful." heeseung softly spoke, but irang only remembered how sunghoon had an antic of playing with her hands.
how he cares so much about her to the point that it became a habit of his to check her hands. there is no denying that she liked the way sunghoon played with her hands, she loved it more than anything.
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but now that heeseung is doing it... it just made her feel uncomfortable. it's not the same as it was. without sunghoon, it never will. if only she knew...
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that remembering park sunghoon is becoming a painful thing she likes torturing herself with, she would've just tried to forget him.
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FanfictionSeol Irang and Park Sunghoon are the best of friends for as long as they can remember. They were there for each other, through ups and downs. However, when life hinders their youthful friendship, will they continue on as friends? or.... perhaps some...
