19. Pain

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by MaddieMeyer1

by MaddieMeyer1

Han -

It's really hard right now man I can't even imagine what you're going through a really only told you you had 46 weeks at best to live I mean how are you taking it OK don't answer that I know you're taking it pretty hard because you're my best leader and JYP admitted to present in the girls right in front of you I mean.

I would've thought it was a Sassang or something I didn't think that it was our own boss that's crazy man I really don't know what to say .

I'm honestly pretty disgusted with the fact that he poisoned the girls and lied about it to our faces and said that he was working hard to in night to pick up like who it was like he was the copper all along Was he snickering when he admitted to poisoning the girls or was it all just a big old joke to him like how did he act that he act like he felt bad that he acted guilty at all if he act like he wanted a changer was it really too much for you to comprehend I'm so sorry don't answer that oh hyung .

Chris -
it really means a lot that you care but

I don't know what to do I just cannot believe that he poisoned the girls and lied about it to our faces he said that he was working hard Day and night to get us justice for the girls and not to mention you and I ended up in the ICU because of them you on a ventilator at one point because you were so worried for Karin and me when

I found out Liz was potentially dying and oh my God Felix when he found out that Maddie was in multiple organ failure .

Felix -

that was the worst day of my life I truly thought she was gonna die on me or I wasn't gonna make it in time and I wasn't sure how it would feel to watch the one person that I love more than

I love myself die I mean Maddie she's everything to me just like Liz and Karina everything do you guys Maddie she's my life.

I mean she makes me a better person and the way that she's able to hear all creatures and you know make you feel like you're not a bad person it's very tough knowing that the fact I could've lost her that really scares me.
Changbin-

I remember the first time I heard you all code on the you know beds that was horrid I truly thought that you guys were gonna be gone forever and you know I wasn't gonna have you guys and we were in at the disband I mean .

I don't ever wanna go through that again I mean that was the worst day of our lives and that's simply a horror tragedy that you could have all died due to jealousy.