13 numbess

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by MaddieMeyer1

by MaddieMeyer1

Liz-
I'm tired of being what you want me to be
Feeling so faithless, lost under the surface
Don't know what you're expecting of me
Put under the pressure of walking in your shoes
Every step that I take is another mistake to you
I've become so numb
I can't feel you there
Become so tired
So much more aware
I'm becoming this
All I want to do
Is be more like me
And be less like you I wonder how others are so calm when they find out at 11 is going to die that's the one thing I've always wondered is how can you remain silicon you know when someone you love the most might not make it through the year how do you do that

I thought how does it even happened how does someone we're being so calm and so cool and so collected when they know that the person they love might not make it through the year I want third question actually played we played through my head a lot and I begin to get emotional because it's like I want to worry less within like how can I not because like I start worrying you know like what if he died in his sleep but what if he doesn't do this and what if he doesn't then it's just seriously ever because it's like I just I want him to be OK and I want him to live to see the year but I know he might not make it that far and it's the scariest thing ever because like what if he doesn't make it that far you know like what if he dies and I hate that I keep on asking myself the web questions but I can't help it asked me the weather questions and hurts me so tremendously. A pair of hands wrapped around me again and I felt long soak here on my shoulder it was kairn .

Kairn-
I know you're wake up emotions right now and I'm sorry you feel that way I mean there's only so much we can do to help everybody in this situation I mean you know pretty soon we're gonna have to start raising awareness for this disease and just how it's you know takes away all the people when you least expect it and I think we're gonna be OK but we have to remain together we can't just shut off our feelings and numb up we have to start raising awareness because if we don't wait to realness other people out they were going to go you know and suffer and because of Liz and her generosity Chris gets to you know get new medicine and you know liver hopefully a long life because of Liz in her bravery more people are starting to get tested for this disease because of Liz in her kindness so many kids are walking home today with epileptic service dogs.

so many people are you know making change their life because of you and the way that you treat others you made a difference in Seoul I mean you and me and Maddie were the reasons that these medical alert dogs get to come to soul now because of our bravery there's change and I'm hopeful that God has a plan for you and Chris because I think you guys are great together it would be so tragic if you weren't so early in life.