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by MaddieMeyer1

by MaddieMeyer1

San -

Come on Duchess come on come back to me now come back to me I'm here honey I am here to make the pain go away and I know you're scared but it's all gonna be all right There were nights when the wind was so cold
That my body froze in bed
If I just listened to it right outside the window
There were days when the sun was so cruel
That all the tears turned to dust
And I just knew my eyes were drying up forever
I finished crying in the instant that you left
And I can't remember where or when or how

And I banished every memory you and I had ever made
But when you touch me like this
And you hold me like that
I just have to admit
That it's all coming back to me
When I touch you like this
And I hold you like that.

It's so hard to believe but
It's all coming back to me now
I'm not gonna leave one thing is get ugly I'm gonna be here for you getting the best treatment for him possible nothing about you getting that treatment nothing is going to change about that nothing is going to change my outlook on you and how I feel you are the most bad ass woman I've ever met yeah your friends are strong but you you're a fucking superwoman man you came here all alone with your friends to help make a difference in other peoples lives and you want to beat yourself up Liz do you not realize how special and kick ass you truly are.

Liz -oh God San hold me just told me they're talking about putting him on hospice again but this time for medical purposes I know that it said that it wasn't looking good the last time assurance and I just love you so much and I need your reassurance and I just want to be held and touched and just hold me .

San -
I am here don't worry I am here like I am here to the end babe like nothing is going to happen I'll be here for you forever and ever Okay shh shh don't worry about it.