30. How to save a life

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by MaddieMeyer1

by MaddieMeyer1

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There's a sense of cold like has hospice I thought hospice they want to sedate my husband I want to date my husband are going to use a date with it very hard knowing that that is just around the corner him being sedated it's really tough because I have all these questions that I know we're gonna go on answered and it's very tough

Step one, you say we need to talk
He walks, you say sit down, it's just a talk
He smiles politely back at you
You stare politely right on through
Some sort of window to your right
As he goes left, and you stay right
Between the lines of fear and blame
You begin to wonder why you came
Where did I go wrong?
I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night

Had I known how to save a life
Let him know that you know best
'Cause after all, you do know best
Try to slip past his defense
Without granting innocence

Lay down a list of what is wrong
The things you've told him all along
And pray to God he hears you
And I pray to God he hears you
And where did I go wrong?
I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night

Had I known how to save a life
As he begins to raise his voice
You lower yours and grant him one last choice

Drive until you lose the road
Or break with the ones you've followed
He will do one of two things
He will admit to everything
Or he'll say he's just not the same
And you'll begin to wonder why you came

Where did I go wrong?
I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night

Had I known how to save a life
Where did I go wrong?
I lost some friends
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night

Had I known how to save a life I don't know how to feel my husbands dying only has days to live one of my really good friends was murdered by a girl a bunch of stockers Maddie she fucking died in around re-no-fault her her because it to make it like she knew how she felt on the inside so she made a very bold decision and she tried to get Felix help him but unfortunately the ass and three people out here very hard and Anna challenge play someone you loved well fine every single day .

I think of her laugh and I cherish all the time that I did have with her I mean for about five years of school and it was hard to encourage me to go follow my dreams and Maddie always warned me that exist so in a way I think she kind of future but I don't think she dreamed that she watch her husband be murdered and have it I really feel for her because she's a great person and you know she didn't deserve what happened to her she did not deserve what happened to her but Felix deserve what happened to him it's a lot to take in and I miss them every day and I'm not gonna stop missing them but it's really tough right now Chris kairn Han and I are trying to process everything.