34. Don't

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by MaddieMeyer1

by MaddieMeyer1

Chris-

The pulling on my line is really starting to piss me off I hate it when they pull out my G-tube synonym would it really pisses me off and not to mention the tenderness of my skin irritation I just I just want to be left alone I don't really like talking to anybody unless it's Liz she really comes me down and helps me but you never know what you were going to get at times with her .

I mean she's a great person but I feel like my health is taking a toll on her it's really starting to affect affect me because you know I don't necessarily think about it but it's just a lot I hate it when people ask me how I'm feeling because they know how I'm feeling but they just keep going on

Liz-

I hate it when people are asking me how I'm doing like y'all know how I'm doing I'm suffering .

I hate that I hate it when people just ask me how are you doing how are you doing how is Chris doing how are you making it through the holidays to be fair I'm surviving and Maddie's unexpected death has really thrown us into a loop along Felix departure in death Don't try to make me stay
Or ask if I'm okay
I don't have the answer
Don't make me stay the night
Or ask if I'm alright
I don't have the answer
Heartache doesn't last forever
I'll say I'm fine
Midnight ain't no time for laughing
When you say goodbye
It makes your lips so kissable
And your kiss unmissable
Your fingertips so touchable
And your eyes irresistible
I've tried to ask myself
Should I see someone else?
I wish I knew the answer
But I know, if I go now, if I leave
Then I'm on my own tonight
I'll never know the answer
Midnight doesn't last forever
Dark turns to light
Heartache flips my world around
I'm falling down, down, down
That's why
I find your lips so kissable
And your kiss unmissable
Your fingertips so touchable
And your eyes irresistible
Chris - you know Liz It's in your lips and in your kiss
It's in your touch and your fingertips
And it's in all the things and other things
That make you who you are and your eyes irresistible
It makes your lips so kissable
And your kiss unmissable
Your fingertips so touchable
And your eyes

Irresistible okay now that we've had our 1D pity party please don't cry my darling it's truly heartbreaking to see you cry Stop crying baby just stop crying it's alright you know when I die There's not gonna be any more pain or suffering and you know that I'll send you sign said I'm all right like maybe cats for a walk across the road maybe that will be a beautiful litter of black labradors born and will go on to serve others who knows maybe there will be a stray kids litter right around the corner I don't wanna leave you but I know my time is coming so I just wanna hold you close to my chest and keep you safe and warm with a time being.
Liz -
oh my Chanie I can't go on without you your warmth your touch your kisses I just can't .
Chris -
shh shh let's not think of that right now let me hold you.