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by MaddieMeyer1

by MaddieMeyer1

Seungmin-
I was walking home and then I noticed the hospice team was gearing up everything I didn't know why it looks like a hospital bed was being placed in the living room .

I wanted answers and I wanted now I seen Liz and she has a tear stain face what's going on I thought what is going on hello answer someone I said angrily I finally made it to Liz and ask her what was going on I was expecting a new thought I wasn't expecting the news at all I wasn't expecting what I was about to be but I was about to be told I think I was in such shock that my ears started drinking and I just blacked everything else out .

Jae-as you know with the heart failure we were hurtful that he could get a transplant but the most available chance plan is a year from now and he doesn't have that long.

I mean sure we could get you know her and no problem but we have to be on medicine and your body is rejecting the medicine so now we have no resp toys but it just keep you on hospice and hopefully there's a good outcome I am hopeful that will be a good outcome but I can't necessarily promise to get out come all I can do is give you medication to keep you comfortable and make sure that you are not paying again I am so sorry about and I would really appreciate it if you started looking into aids to help when we're not here all the time but I am going to recommend a pick line for fluid and more of the medicine because I'm hopeful that the heart will shrink but based on your last scans it has a large so that is why you on hospice full-time and not just for medicine purposes we will have aids out during the day but at least you're free to lay with him if he need you to lay with him and him I am hopeful that there will be a change in progress but for right now those are the only options.
Liz -
what what what what are you talking about no this is no happy this isn't not happening he's gonna be fine he's gonna be fine I'm I mean he's never better than his life you're lying he's he's fine he's perfect oh my God.

San -
shh shh Liz sweetie it's OK it's all right see look he's alive Chris rape your hand at Liz so she knows that you're still here.
Liz-no I can't lose you I can't lose my baby this is the worst thing that could ever happened to me with what is going on I just don't understand why does this happen to me .

Chris -

i'm still here my love don't you feel the warmth of my hands say I'm gonna hold you tight and I'm not gonna let go it'll be OK I'm strong
and I'm gonna kick this heart disease in the ass and then we're gonna live happily ever after.