Blind Trust (MewGulf)

Afterwords

Hi there!

I’m muguiwara95 (aka K), and I’m this story’s author.

I started Blind Trust almost 2 years ago (time flies huh?), and I did it to escape my messed-up reality for a while.

I started writing a long time ago thanks to yaoi mangas. I loved Junjou Romantica and Sakaiichi Hatsokoi so much. I gave up on this passion of mine because I thought I wasn’t good enough. Mew and Gulf brought back the author in me.

I was such a small account back in April 2020 in Twitter, I actually thought no one was going to read this little story. I have always loved this type of fanfics where the story is mirroring real life. I remember writing the ending first. I had this ending in my hands, but no story to go with it. So I thought… what if I start the story with the ending?

And that’s how the prologue came to life.

After that, I wasn’t even sure if I should even post it. It was still in my mind that my writing wasn’t worth it and that no one would read it, and I was terrified about writing in English as it was my first time. I talked to one of my favorite authors in the fandom EveHypo (she wrote the Skinship series) and she was so sweet to me. She gave me that little push I needed in order to actually post my writings.

It amazed me the fact that people were actually reading my story. They would find me on Twitter and tell me how much they were enjoying Blind Trust.

Or even my friends were like “Omg, you’re Blind Trust’s author?? I didn’t know!”

Those little comments were like food for me. Each feedback gave me the strength I needed to keep writing.

You can’t imagine how much it means to me every kudo, every comment. Talking about this book with you guys is one of the best things about writing it.

I had the idea of doing the actual ending in another book. It won’t be a long book, believe me, it will have like 5-6 chapters, and it’s gonna tell the story of Gulf finding the strength to love Mew once again after what happened between them.

And please… don’t hate Mew too much. Remember that every story has two sides.

Mew is going to have to work really hard if he wants to get back with the love of his life.

Until then… see you in “Trusting Again”.

Love you all,

K 💜