Blind Trust (MewGulf)

Chapter 28: Feeling broken

POV Gulf

Gulf had never felt such desperation.

Desperation to prove his own feelings. To prove Mew's feelings. Words weren't enough anymore. Only actions could fulfill his heart.

Mew and he had spent so much time, just sitting there on the floor, caressing each other, confirming that the other one was there. Whispering warm and loving words into each other's ears, just to prove that they were together, that nothing could pull them apart. Gulf had been a crying mess, his happiness palpable as he cried.

But suddenly, that hadn't been enough anymore.

Mew had pulled him onto his lap so Gulf was straddling him. And then they had kissed. A passionate kiss that made them feel everything they couldn't say out loud. Gulf poured everything he was feeling into the kiss. Everything had been so overwhelming.

Gulf had gone from worry to sad, to unbelievable happy in just a few minutes.

He needed Mew now more than ever.

Their kisses had tasted salty because of the tears. Both of their tears.

Mew's hands were gentle on either side of his face, his lips soft and seeking. Even though they were almost the same size, Gulf always felt protected between Mew's arms. Gulf let out a sigh, and Mew grabbed his boyfriend's ears to slash his mouth over his.

- Open for me – Mew said, flicking his tongue against his mouth.

Mew's hands slid down until they were resting on his boyfriend's thighs and Gulf could feel his hardening shaft pressed against his belly. But all of Gulf's focus was on the sweetness of Mew's mouth. His tongue dipped between Mew's lips for the briefest of moments and teased him over and over until his Phi met him and intertwined their tongues.

Gulf heard a deep groan but he didn't know who let it out. Mew's fingers dug into his thighs, then his veiny hands were sliding carefully up his back. Gulf held his face as their mouth continued to dance together. When Gulf retreated his tongue, Mew's followed.

Gulf moaned when Mew started exploring his mouth. He took over the kiss and he kissed him without hesitation nor finesse.

- Gulf... - he breathed when they both came up for air. The awe in his voice made tears come back to Gulf's eyes.

- I know Phi... - Gulf answered – More.

- Let's go inside the condo.

Gulf had actually forgotten that they were sitting outside his condo's door, making out in the hallway for everyone to see.

- Khrub, Phi. Let's get inside – Gulf agreed as he caressed his boyfriend's cheek.

He didn't want to let go.

Never.

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POV Mew

After their loving activities, as they rested on the bed, Mew and Gulf talked about what had happened that day.

Their naked bodies were tangled together, with Gulf resting his head on Mew's muscular chest. Mew was caressing his Nong's back with a hand while Gulf softly placed kisses on any piece of exposed skin he could find.

- What happened Gulf? – Mew asked, genuinely confused.

- Poom had a car accident.

Mew, alarmed, got up from the bed.

- Alai wa?!

Gulf pulled him back onto the bed and caressed his chest, trying to calm him down.

- Her mom called me when I was arriving at your building. I was so scared, Phi – Gulf said shuddering. Mew hold him tighter, trying to send him some warm feelings – My mind just went black when I heard "accident". My only thought was to get to the hospital and see with my own two eyes that she was alive.