Shaurya- Ab khana kha le? Please! Bhook se mara jaa rha hoon. Behaal hoon! Kabhi bhi chakar khake tumhare godh mein gir sakta hoon....
Anokhi has a mild blush as well as fear written all over her face.
Shaurya- Arre seriously nhi rakhoonga! Promise.
Anokhi- Ek sawal puchoon?
Aapko ajeeb nhi lagta yeh matlab aap mere teacher ho? I mean yeh
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Shaurya- I know thoda ajeeb hai. And honestly mujhe bhi lagta tha par humare beech aur bhi kuch hai, aise ittefaq aur silsele jo hume kareeb lekar aaye jo ek student aur teacher ke beech nhi hota. Kabhi kabhi hum woh karte hai jo humari insaniyat ke naate sahi, jaise mera itni door aana tumse maafi mangne ke liye. Par Anokhi tab jhoot nhi kahunga, tumhare door Jane ka khayal uncomfortable sa tha. Aur yeh hi cheeze hume kareeb lekar aaye. Secondly, hum dono aise situations mein dekha jahan humare jazbat humare kaboo mein nhi the. Chahe woh mera gussa ho yaa woh tumhara tashan ke peeche ka darr yaa meri besabri aur darr. Jo emotions mein nhi jaanta tha ki mere andar exist karte hai. Woh emotions tumne mujhe feel karwaye. Jo I didn't know exist karte hai. Anokhi mein used to know yeh sab kehte hue. Jazbaton ki baat ghar pe nhi hoti and this is awkward. This is so difficult for me to do. And yet words keep coming out tumhare samne. My foot is always in my mouth. And love? Right yaa wrong I don't know but this is the only love I can have can I let it go? I don't think so! I am going to be professional as a professor because if there is something I love more than you is my job. Something that provided a young boy refuge were books! The colorful characters they painted into my life or economics which shifted the light from my incompleteness to a larger picture to numbers and stats because then what happened to me didn't matter, I was a part of something, something larger. So apne kaam se koi bemani nhi. Par pyaar karne ka hak nhi cheenegi mujhse mera kaam! Mera kaam toh pathar dil nhi! Agar mein sirf uski puja karta hoon toh woh iss vishwas ke badle mujhse mere pyaar ki kurbani toh nhi mang sakti!
Anokhi- PS! Aapki baatein, aapka logic kitna sahi sound karta hai. Humesha maine apne dil ki suni and I don't know why you always feel right!
Shaurya- I feel right? I? I hope you always feel that. Khair khana kaisa hai? Pasand aa rha hai naa? Kitna kam kam kha rhi ho!
Anokhi- Toh aur kitna khau? Jitna jaldi ho sake kha toh rhi hoon! Ek toh yeh zorro hi bhook! Din bhar jab aapko dhund rhi thi tab toh nhi lagi ab khane samne hai, kha bhi rhi joon par jaise bhook ne aakraman kar dia ho.
Shaurya- Woh toh dikh hi rha hai! Khana bhag nhi jayega. Chahe toh aur rotiyan mangwa lenge.
Anokhi- Naa desert bhi toh hai.
Shaurya- Ab aa gyi mere desert pe hath marne ke liye! Chorni!
Anokhi- Aap hi khalo. Sabko chor bulane ka bada shauk hai naa aapko! Safai ka mauka nhi aur chorni bula diye!
Shaurya- Toh plate saaf karne tak rukoon?
Anokhi-Aapna kuch nhi samjhte!
Shaurya- Meri kahin baaton ko tum nhi samjhti aur mein samjhoon ab tumhari ankahee baaton ko?
Anokhi- Chorni! Chorni kahan tha mujhe yaad hai? Yaa bhul gye! Aapna aise hi ho! Kuch karte ho aur phir.....
Shaurya- Uski bharpai ke liye vase todta hoon, Kapurthala pohonch jata hoon!
Anokhi- Aur sabse bura phone off karke Goa bhag jaate ho!
Shaurya- Arre sorry naa baba! Sorry! Aagey se nhi bhagunga! Treadmill pe bhi nhi! Chahe mota paetu kyu naa ban jaun nhi bhagunga!
Anokhi- Aap aur paetu?
Shaurya- Bachpan mein tha sach!!!
Anokhi- Ohho! Golu molu! Cutey type?
Shaurya- Cutey? Kyu abhi nhi hoon kya? Cute? Cute se handsome tak ka safar I am not sure mein karna chahta tha. There was something sweet and innocent to that child. And this suave, charming but...
Anokhi- Still Cutey! Jab gussa hote ho mann toh kia ki aapke gaal mein ungli karke unki soojan kam karoon!
Shaurya- What! Aisa sochti ho tum?
Anokhi- Aap naa ek bigde hue sweet bache ho aaj bhi..... Aur uski jhalak dikhti hai mujhe. Kyunki aapke gusse mein ek dard hai, ek umeed ki koi mujhe manaega. Jis din koi woh sab karega jo aapne mujhe manane ke liye kia shayd aap gussa hona hi bhul jaoge. Wapas paetu ban jaoge.
Shaurya- Umeed! Ye shabd ab sirf chubta hai. Kyunki umeed kahan hai yahan!
Anokhi- Umeed hai. Umeed apne past ko bhulane ki, Aastha ma'am ki yaadon ko phekne ki yaa phir unhe seene se laga kar rone ki. Magar mooh mod lene se sach toh wahi khada rahega.
Shaurya- Anokhi! Tum toh umeed ke doosre chor pe ho! Jahan umeed hathali pe hai. Topper ho! Kuch naa kuch kar hi logi jo tumhare jaisa Anokha ho. Shadi se bhag kar umeed ko rakhne ka hak kama lia tumne. Par mein umeed kamane ki takat kho chuka hoon. Kyunki ab yeh samjh ke bahar hai! Yeh dard apar hai. Jaise jeene naa de, marne bhi naa de. Jaise ek pal mein hi jaan lele aur phir zindagi jeene ko chod de. Yeh yahan se khud ko distract kar lunga. But insaan ghar jata hai har din. Aur mein apne yaadon ke ghar ke bahar kitna bhi mandara loon, andar pair rakhne par majboor ho hi jata hoon.
Anokhi- PS! Hum kitne alag hai naa. Par har raat ko dono bistar par wahin khwaab dekhte hai. Ghar ka khwaab. Har din ek faisla lete hai, anjane mein yaa jaankar uss ghar se door rehne ka but kitna bhi bhag le yaadon ki chat ke neeche hi khudko paate hai. Acchi yaadein bhi dard dekar chali jaati hai. Kyunki woh batati hai ki kya khoye hai, kya paa sakte the.
Shaurya- Anokhi yeh baatein kisise nhi ki! But hum dono ek hi jagah kyu khade hai?
Anokhi- Par PS? Yeh bhi toh dekhiye ki kismet ne hume sath lakar khada kia hai! Sath PS! Jahan hum sath de sake! Woh sath jo hume nhi mila woh sath de sake. Woh sath maang saake shayd? Par hum dono itne akele rhe hai ki hath pakadna bhi bhul gye hai. Madad mangna toh door ki baat hai.
Shaurya- Par mein khud ko rok nhi paa rha Anokhi. Tumhara sath ki umeed mujhe kheech rhi hai. Jaise dil jaanta ho. Yahan madad mangna naa pade! Tum samjhogi.
Anokhi- Nhi PS! Meri aapse yeh umeed hai ki aap maang lena. Shayd aapko dekh kar mein mangna, insaani kamzoriyon ko apna banana seekh jaoon. Yeh shayd hi toh umeed hai PS! Aur isse mujhe pata nhi darr mhi lag rha.
Shaurya- Mujhe bhi! Toh meetha ek shayd ek naam ho jaaye?
Anokhi- Shayd PS!
Shaurya- Shayd Anokhi!
How was it? Do comment! Finally itne arse baad wrote a chapter that felt deep emotionally. Hope you enjoyed!!! Finally kuch uncliche! Likhne mein safal hui hoon. Comments mein Shor machao warna writer ji ko achaa nhi lagega!
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RomanceBasically this will be a continuation from where Anokhi meets Shaurya in Goa and there is no Babli to interrupt. They decide to be together but they have to keep this a secret. Will they be able to keep this to themselves? Read to find out.
