It's hard to believe in love when everything, and everyone you've ever believed in has let you down.
Maybe they are right, maybe it is real. I think your perspective about love changes as you go through life.
Personally, I believe in facts. I haven't really had time to believe in fantasy, raising two children that do not belong to me has forced me to grow up, even when I wasn't ready.
I am a realist.
Maybe one day I will be lucky enough to find love and prove myself wrong. However, things are never in my favor.
I am really trying to look at life more positively, trying to make the best of situations. It's hard. I am used to disappointment.
Who knows, someone may come into my life and make me believe again.
Until then, I will strive to uphold my promises while maintaining a positive outlook on life.
a.j.
