I have tried to move on from you, and I just can't. nothing feels right without you.
what have you done to me?
I knew it was you the whole time. I never felt right with him. I have never felt this way about anyone else and honestly, I don't want to. you seem to have reserved yourself a place in my heart and I really can't describe the feeling I get when you are around.
I haven't seen you in a week and a half and I miss you. how are you? are you happy with her? does she take your hand and tell you that you are her entire universe? does she run her fingers through your hair and smile at just the fact that someone like you exists?
I hope she takes care of you. you deserve all the happiness in the world, and if it's not with me, then that's okay.
I will be here at four a.m. when you've had too much to drink and your eyes are filled with tears. I will be here at 6 in the evening when you feel like everything is going wrong and you just need someone to be there and reassure you that it will be okay.
I always be here for you.
a.j.
