I know you shouldn't wish away your life, but I do. I wish I was somewhere far away from this town just about everyone in it.
If given the opportunity, I would run. I would keep going until I couldn't go any further.
What else can you do when you have no other options?
If I stay here I know these old scars will tear apart again and I really don't want that to happen. I am trying so hard not to do anything irrational or stupid, but I can't think straight in this place.
I am not okay and that's fine. This has happened before and I'm sure I'll get out of it; if it doesn't kill me.
- i try to stay strong for the people I love because they need me and I'm sorry but I slip sometimes
a.j.
