- pipe dream

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After two and a half months of dreams and hope, it happened. You and I finally made things official but of course, we are still in that awkward stage.

How can you go from hiding what you feel for someone to holding their hand or kissing their cheek? I was always used to another girl at your side and now that the girl is me, I'm not sure what to do.

Nervous is an understatement.

I know that I am not anything like your ex girlfriends, but I will try my best to make you happy. That's all I ever wanted; to see that cute lop-sided grin etched upon your face.

I put what's left of my hope in you and I. One day I hope to be your everything, and if not, that's okay.

I wouldn't mind having my heart broken by you.

- "pipe dreams" (a vain dream that will never happen, given the harsh reality of life.)

a.j.

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