you called me for the first time today. it's been about three and a half weeks since i've seen or heard from you.
I miss you.
you said you wanted to see me and my heart fluttered. i thought you had forgotten all about me.
I miss you.
we aren't dating and we probably never will but somehow you ruin my life anyway and that scares me. it scares me that someone could have so much power over me by just being themselves.
I still fucking miss you.
a.j.
