Chapter 18- Emotions

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[Josh'sPOV]
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"Who do you think will win the next TBT?" Nick rasps. He lost his voice from screaming to loud. "We just got done with today's TBT. You're already worrying about the next one?" Nitro growls, opening the dorm door. "Jeez, Alex. What crawled up your butt?" I laugh, shoving him a little. "Nothing." He growls as he crawls into bed. "Dude. What's up?" I ask more seriously, plopping myself down beside him. He sighs heavily and sits up. "I broke up with my girlfriend the other night. The heartbreak is just hitting me now." He put his head in his hands and groaned. Nick grunts from the top bunk. "Why'd you break up with her, mate?" Nitro sighs shakily. "S-She cheated on m-me.." Nick and I hiss. I lean over and pull Nitro in a hug, The Child jumps down and does the same. "I-I still l-love her." He sobs into my chest. "You know what?" Nick snaps, standing up. "Let the skank go out and date whoever she wants!" I look up, my jaw practically touching the floor. "Wh-" "She doesn't deserve you, Alex." "B-But... you can't stop love. And I s-still love her.." Alex sniffs. "Oh well. We'll help you get over her! Right Josh?" I nod. "Yeah! She's got nothing on the students of Monstercat high!" "Where is she from?" "Tasty." Nick and I hiss again. "Thaaaaaat's not good." Nick mutters. Nitro grunts and flops back on the bed. "Can I just sleep?" He whines. "Yeah. You're going to class tomorrow, right?" I ask. "Well duh. I'll just be depressed." He muttered flatly. Nick and I exchange a look. This was serious.

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[Muzzy'sPOV]

"What the hell did I even do?" Growled Alex(PBN). He had gotten detention for just about no reason from the substitute. I shoot him a smirk, pull out my phone and pull up the 'Brush Button' app. "Ok class. Today you all will write a two page paper on what makes Electronic music Electronic." I press the button and the class tries to hold back their laughter. "Ok. Who did it?" I pull up the 'Deez Nuts' button and press it. The whole class erupts into laughter. "Ah, the benefits of sitting in the back of the room." I mutter to Alex. He snickers and pulls off his glasses. "Thanks dude."
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(Laura'sPOV)
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"I CANT SHAKE THIS FEELING AWAY." I sing as loud as I can. Hope chimes in, "AFTER ALL THIS TIME I STILL BREAK DOWN AT YOUR NAME." We turn to Rebel and point, only to realize she has her headphones on. Hope walks up to her, pulls one headphone off her ear and screams, "AND I FEEL IT NOW, YEAH I HEAR WHAT I WANTED TO SAY." Rebel screams and falls off the bed. "Gave it all but I called just a little to late.." She murmurs with a giggle. Hope and I laugh. "I've been meaning to ask," I giggle. "why aren't you in vocals." "I... I just don't feel like I'm good enough." She stutters. I heard the hesitation; she lied. "For real, girl. Why not? Your voice is amazing!" I counter. "I just don't want to." She growls, going back to her phone. "What's up?" Hope asks, plopping down beside her and fooling around with Rebel's ankle brace. She just got it put on today. "Nothing." Rebel growls through gritted teeth. "Come on, something's up.." I murmur, putting my arm around her. She shakes me off. "It's nothing." She snaps. "I'm going to get some fresh air. Don't wait up." She mutters with her head down, ignoring her crutches and putting her hood on. Hope and I share a worried look as she lets the door slam behind her. "What..." Hope lets her voice trail off. "I don't know." I reply, shaking my head. "No idea..."

(Rebel'sPOV)
I let the door slam behind me and start for the front of the building. Vocals is a touchy subject to me. I hated it in junior high; the teacher always favored the sopranos, I am an alto. But, that's not the reason I'm upset. I give a small wave to Muzzy as I limp down the sidewalk to the big live oak tree. I plop myself down on the bench and sigh heavily. Stage fright. That's the problem. I get nauseous, I freeze, and basically have the 'deer in the headlights' look. It's kept me from doing so many fun things. "Ughhh..." I groan and rub my eyes. I glance up and see Tristam walking towards me. He sits down without a word. I'm assuming he knows what this is about; he's the only one I've ever told. After quite sometime, when the sun was starting to set, he finally says, "I like spring nights like these." I softly grunt in agreement. He shuffles over and pulls me into an embrace. "I can help you get over this.." he murmurs into my hair. "That's the problem.. I can't work up enough courage to do anything about it." I look up into his soft, light gray eyes. "What about singing in front of Laura and Hope? You've sang in front of me before, and you have a beautiful voice." "I only sing in front of people I trust." I blush at the complement. "What about TBT? You preformed once." "Yeah but I threw up before it." I chuckle. Tristam chuckles and nods knowingly. "We'll figure something out. I will help you get over this. I promise." He says, holding up his pinkie. I grasp it with my own. "Come on," He says. "Let's get inside."
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[A/N
Got my new phone, school's almost out, and updates are back to normal! P.s NEXT CHAPTER WILL BE AWESOME AND LONG]

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