Alleviate |billie eilish|

9. "i can kiss you again right?"

Max's pov--->

"Your foot goes there"I tell the grass head. I hold billie's hand while she is trying to even step on the board. She groans, almost like she is going to pout.

"I give up" She acts like a two year old when they can't get to a cookie jar. I grab the board as we head back into the library. Its to late to ride in the dark so we are going to crash in the library.

"you texted your mom right" I ask her cleaning off the bed.

"yeah I did, she wasn't to thrilled about it but she understood" Billie moved her head while she talked. I set the last box on the desk then turned back around.

"that's to bad" I pull my jacket off setting it on the desk. There was a box full of my old clothes from either months ago or years ago. I take my shirt off, not remembering billie was still here then turned around. Yeah still had my bra on.

"You're ripped man" Billie looked at me but i put a shirt on. When I looked back at her she already was staring into my soul. At least I think I have a soul.

"you want something to change into" she nodded so I found something that I think would fit her.

"I will never ever wear pink" She continues to tell me.

"then wear no shirt" I didn't actually think she would do that yet she did.

I changed my bottoms once I found some so did billie. I crawl into the bed next to billie and since it wasn't a very big bed we were very close together.

I felt her breath on my neck but I knew she wasn't sleeping. I felt her hands wander up and down my back then around to my stomach.

"billie" I turn to look at her. She put her finger on my mouth then proceeded to climb on top of me.

"I can kiss you again right" She leaned in closer looking at my lips. I didn't say a word but leaned in to connect them.

. . .

"Thanks Betty" Billie and I walk up to the librarian. She gives a big smile as always.

"Of course, I say, you look familiar" Betty looks at Billie. I notice her jaw clench a little bit.

"I don't recall us ever meeting before" Billie politely states. Betty just nods her head slightly as it got quiet.

"I think we should get back to your mom" I tell billie. She agreed. "skate or walk?"

"Skate, it feels like I am normal when it happens" I tilt my head a little bit by her words. She continues to walk to the road so I just shrug it off.

"can we ride your newer board this time"

"Yeah sure" I take my bag off my back slipping the newer one out and the old one in. I place it on the road then billie automatically jumps on. "Jesus bil, wait for the turtle to pass the finish line" I grab her hands then slip my foot by the wheels.

She was to excited to even hear me.

"front or back" I fix the bag on my back.

"back" she grabs my shoulders so she doesn't fly off.

"You'll have to carry the bag alright? If I were to wear it while standing in the front I'd probably hit your face with the board and I don't wanna do that to your precious face" Her cheeks automatically go pink as I had her the bag. "make sure its tight alright....also make sure you hold on" I wink at her.

She fastened the bag onto her then I hoped on. She snaked her hands around my waist.

"now use your right foot and push off" She did so then soon we were off.

*skip till they get to billie's house*

"see it's not so scary when you do it a few times" I stick my hands out for her to grab. We start talking but people with camera's, wearing all black started rushing towards us.

Billie's pov--->

Max helped me off the board. I swear I was about to break a bone in my body if she didn't help me down. When I turn my head the paparazzi started flooding in.

"are you two dating?"

"when's the next album coming out"

"who is this?"

"when's tour coming back on"

"how does it feel to be a celebrity?"

Before I could get away I got papers to sign my autograph thrown in my face. I started getting pulled away by who I know was max.

"hurry up" I hear max tell me as we ran inside. "Billie.." I hear max catching her breath.

"max" I say her name right back to her.

"what were they talking about when they said 'how does it feel to be a celebrity' and 'when's tour' then 'when's the next album'" I swallow hard at her question. I've been trying to avoid it.

She was the only person I've met within the last months that didn't know who I was which made me feel normal. If I tell her will that change her look on me? Will she not want to see me ever again?

Thoughts run through my mind until she says my name again.

"billie, what was it about" I see mom walk down the hall so I grab Max's hand taking her to my room for the conversation I didn't want. She would have found out sooner or later.

"So I put a song out when I was little, and it blew up. A few years later I published my next album. I wasn't very 'popular' but when I put out the album a couple months ago....the album blew up which made me become a celebrity." I look down at my hands as I tell her this information.

"it all makes sense now" She was laying down starring at the ceiling.

"I really didn't want to tell you that I was a celebrity, because you'll end up treating me differently then you are right now" I felt my eyebrow twitch.

"who said I would treat you differently? We are all human beings we should be able to get treated amazingly even if your a celebrity or a asshole from a hell house" Her head turned towards me when I felt her eyes staring into the back of my head.

"so you still want to stay here and deal with the 'celebrity' shit" I see her gently smile.

"well duh, is that was your grass looking hair is always covered up in public" She pokes my head as we laugh.

"yeah that's why, I like my hair though so fuck you" I turn around poking back at her.

"Place and time,"

"oh my god you can be so blunt sometimes" I dig my face into my hands letting the redness of my face not see daylight.

I hear a ding which came from Max's phone. Its not usual for her to get them. She pulls her phone out of her pants quickly looking at it.

Her face is in horror when she looks at the screen.

"what's wrong" She swallows hard then flips the phone around.

It was a photo from last night, when we kissed.