Alleviate |billie eilish|

19. Rosarita

max"s pov--->

"i have to go to the jingle ball today" Billie tells me getting dressed. I sigh looking at her. "I have to go to another interview tomorrow with Extra" She grabs the green sunglasses.

"okay" I grab my phone being a little annoyed.

"what's wrong Baby" She put her necklace on looking at me.

"My mom's funeral is tomorrow" I remind her. She nodded.

"I'll be back before you can say fuck me" She got the rest of her outfit ready. It said 'Dance club' on the front and center of it.

"fuck me" I raised my eyebrow. She laughed.

"When i get back i'll tell you everything, like when the interviews are and everything else okay?" I nod once again when finneas walked in.

"Let's go billie or we will be late" Finneas told her. She gave me a kiss on my head getting ready to walk out.

"do you want to come" She pushed her neon green glasses down for a moment.

"sure" I throw something on with my leather jacket then hurry to the car.

. . .

"of course I'm getting the text, she's just going nuts, her friends. They love you billie" The interviewer talks about his daughter.

"cute! oh my god i love them, it was actually really fun i- a bunch of little baby's. Got to hug them all" Billie talks with them. I stand in the back by the camera not getting seen thankfully.

i come back into reality when the lady starts talking that sits next to billie.

"Yeah, its been a crazy year for you"

"that's right"

"how many Grammy nominations its in-"

"14 i believe" The man interrupted her.

"yeah, six hundred million" they laughed. "how does that feel"

Billie takes a deep breath before answering with a small smile. "dude, it actually feels crazy. um, i don't know. i mean it's insane. Like i grew up watching the grammys every  year with my whole family and friends and like, we never missed it ya know? so to even be- even be thought of in the same world as the grammys at all is insane. Ya know. The nomination is like the thing that's most important so i think, you know I'm really, I'm greatful. even if i loose them all im good"

I get on my phone while they continue talking scrolling through stuff.

"Beans, i love beans. always got to have some beans" I hear her laugh then look up.

"elebrate on this"

"Rosarita, refried beans, vegetarian. There bomb, I've been eating those beans since i was like four"

"so is there like a dozen cans of beans?"

"you almost always like-"

"to dip?"

"uh no, i just eat it raw, With a knife which is super weird, super weird but i love eating beans with a knife man i don't know"

The end of the small interview they fist bump then billie get up walking to me.

"how was it? are you bored?" she asked me. she pulls me along to her room they have for her.

"it was funny and interesting" I slip my hand in hers.

"how was it interesting" we sat in some chairs they had.

"well i didn't know about the Grammys?? you never told me that" she laughed at me.