Fate || Sana x female reader

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This chapter is gonna be REALLY juicy

I'll say when it comes up though

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I opened my eyes to a shouting yet gentle voice.

Sana grabbed my shoulders, making me face her.

"Look at me. Just focus on me, nothing else"
Her voice rang throughout my head, instantly calming me down. I looked into her eyes as mine shook vigorously, blurring my vision.
I tried to only focus on her and nothing else, taking deep breaths in and out.

"In...and out" Sana repeated as she successfully attempted to aid me.

I could finally breathe properly but my eyes started to well up with tears. Salty liquid started pouring down my eyes and I almost choked on my tears. I finally let out the tears I had been holding back all these years.

I miss them, my mum and dad. At least I still have Jake though. And I also have Sana and my friends.

Sana gently wrapped her arms around me and rested my head on her shoulder.

"It's alright...I'll call in sick for us both and we can just watch a movie and cuddle. It'll be okay, trust me" she stroked my head softly with her warm fingers and cupped my cheeks to peck me on the nose.

This is why I love her, she's such a caring and kind person. All I need is her.
( I think we can all agree that we need a Sana in our lives😔🤚)

I nodded and we made our way back to the car, driving home. To be honest, my home is wherever she is, as long as I'm with her is all that matters.

The ride back was silent and Sana drove. I was staring out the window but she still held my hand in her soft one, relaxing me. All my muscles became loose and no longer tense once I was in her touch. It was like I was under a spell.

I put my head down, feeling ashamed at the thought that Sana also has to stay home because of me. I felt almost guilty.

Once we arrived at home she went to email school about us being sick today whilst making a cup of hot chocolate for us both. In the meantime, I chose a movie for us to watch. I was tempted to rewatch grave of the fireflies for the third time, but I figured it was too sad so instead I picked spirited away, one of the most iconic movies to ever exist.

I found us both a blanket and we sat down snuggled together.

We were so close that I bet she could hear my heart beating rapidly. I glanced at her and she looked so idyllic and ethereal. As if she were too good to be true.

"Did the fall hurt?" I asked.

"What fall?" She turned her head towards me, her flawless skin shining radiantly in the sunlight.

"The fall from heaven" I winked at her and tried to tease her.

She lightly slapped me on the shoulder, which she always does, and laughed cutely, telling me to focus on the movie and not her.

Suddenly I was back to my normal self, and I liked it. It felt good, like all my worries in the world had disappeared. As if all that mattered was just Sana Minatozaki laying before my eyes.

My phone buzzed with a message from Chaeyoung.

Are u alr?
How come ur not in?
This ain't like u

I turned my phone on silent and placed it on the coffee table with the screen facing downwards. I didn't wanna think about what I saw this morning. I pushed all those negative thoughts out my head and carried on watching the screen. More like watching Sana though.