Fate || Sana x female reader

21

A few weeks later

Y/N's Pov

So I realised something. I actually like Sana. I'm gay guys. I'm actually gay for Sana.

Well today, Sana is actually going out with Tzuyu. So I'm alone at home.

She's already gone though. I'm sitting here on a Saturday on my couch all alone. And to make it worse all my friends are busy doing something whether it's a netball match, dance practice, homework or student council things. I'm so bored I'd call Sunoo just to vent about how bored I am. But no, we kind of cut ties with each other. I always catch him staring at me at school though. And that Yeji girl hasn't been a bother either. She must feel bad. That's good...I guess?

Aaargh but I really miss Sana. I'm so lost right now.

I got a message on my phone from Mina.

>Dance is over. Want me and momo to come over?

Sure<

I replied

10 mins later I heard a knock on the door. I was sitting on the couch with a packet of crisps and scrolling through tiktok.

I opened the door and behind it was no other than Mina and Momo.

"Ooh Mina, Chaeyoung's gonna be jelly welly"  I wiggled my eyebrows at her.

"Oh shut up" She jokingly rolled her eyes and invited herself in with a giggling Momo trailing behind.

"Hi Y/N! You bored?"

"Yes. I miss Sana so much I- I mean I'm really bored"

"Ooh" Mina wiggled her eyebrows at me now.

"Yah! Shut up!" I shouted at her and also rolled my eyes.

I sat down on the sofa. "Now what?"

"Um, I don't know...got any board games?" Momo suggested.

"Yeah! Uno! I'll go get it"

I ran to my bedroom and found the board game in my cupboard along with Sana's scarf on my bed. I went into her room to put it on her bed before coming back to the living room where Momo and Mina were with a pack of Uno cards in my hand.

We started playing uno for a bit. I won, then we played again and Mina won, then again and Momo won, then Mina again, and then me. It was quite fun.

Momo went to the toilet and Mina went to buy some coke and chocolate because we ran out of it.

I lay down on the sofa, waiting for something to happen. Anything at all. Good or bad.

To my surprise, something did happen. My phone pinged with a dm from Instagram from this anonymous user. They sent a photo of something horrible.

It was Sana and Tzuyu kissing.

Pain shot up through my head. It's like deja vu but...also not. I hate it. The pain. Everything. Why did they have to send this. Why? Just why exactly? What is the reason?

Black dots appear in my vision, like holes. A big black hole sucking in all life in its proximity. I hate this feeling. It's as if the world is crumbling away before my eyes and I can't do anything to stop it.

My eyes shut tightly and I hear a muffled Momo shout my name. My hands spread over my face and head, turning my hair into something looking like a birds nest.

High pitched frequencies fill my ears with the piercing sound of screaming. Everything was a mess. My brain sprawled out across my imagination. I see grey squares fill my eyes in a never ending cycle.

My whole like flashes before my eyes. Memories that I don't recognise. It's too fast to tell what they are though.

My mind turns blank and my head feels as if someone is pounding it with a hammer repeatedly. This is hell. Absolute torture.

Before I knew it, I passed out.