𝕊𝕥𝕒𝕓𝕚𝕝𝕚𝕥𝕪 | 𝕂𝕒𝕥𝕤𝕦𝕜𝕚 𝔹𝕒𝕜𝕦𝕘𝕠

Chapter 45

I sighed sitting on the bench that I used to sit on when I trained with the Pussycats. I used to come out here every night to stare at the stars.

I heard movement behind me then I felt someone sit next to me, their leg brushing up against mine. I turned my head to be met with Katsuki.

His facial features softened whe he saw me and he spoke, "Hey." He said softly. I sniffled and he spoke again. "Why are you crying?" He asked in a quiet voice.

I touched my face and then realized I was crying. I tend to do that, I never really know when I'm crying. "I-" I started but my voice broke.

Without another word he pulled me into a hug. I cried into his shoulder for awhile. It's been a very long time since I cried like this. I didn't want to make Katsuki uncomfortable so I pulled back after awhile.

"I'm sorry." I sniffled. "Hey. Why the hell are you sorry?" He asked softly but there was a tone of anger there too. He seemed to be speaking to me in a softer voice than usual.

"I'm being a crybaby." I chuckled dryly. "No you're not idiot. It's ok to cry sometimes." He said. "Yeah but I'm letting what others think about me get to me." I said looking down.

He sighed, "Sometimes...things- people  get to me too." He said quietly. I looked at him, "I know. It sucks though." I chuckled dryly. "It's not your fault." He said.

"I'm not sure about that Kats." I sniffled. He looked at me and furrowed his brows, "You're not what they say you are Blasty." He said.

I was quiet, not sure if his words were true or not but he grabbed my shoulders and turned me towards him, "You're not a villain Y/N." He said sternly looking deeply into my eyes.

My eyes widened a little and I chuckled as I wiped my tears away. "What?" He asked. "I think that's the first time you've ever called me by my real name." I chuckled.

He sighed heavily and chuckled, "You really are a dumbass." He said letting my shoulders go. It was quiet for awhile, we just stared into the night sky. The stars glistened in the night sky.

It was so peaceful to me. I relished in the moment. I felt as if someone was watching us but I decided to pay no mind to it.

After awhile I sighed and put my head on his shoulder, seeking some sort of warmth in the crisp night. He stiffened for a second but then relaxed and put his arm around my shoulder, pulling me closer.

He was warm. That familiar feeling I felt that night in the park and the same feeling I felt when we fell asleep on the bus. It was my favorite feeling in the world.

We sat like that for awhile until I spoke, "Kats, do you think I act like a villain?" I asked. "No. Ofcourse you don't. Just because you have a short fuse doesn't mean you're a bad person." He said quietly as I rested my head on his shoulder.

"Then why does everyone in our class think I'm better off a villain?" I asked. He sighed, "They don't know you. The real you atleast." He said quietly.

"You're not a villain Blasty. A villain would never save her classmates from Stain. A villain would never save a child from being run over." He said to me.

"You grew up with the morals of a hero. For fucks sake your dad is the greatest hero of all time. You'll never be a villain. You've never acted like one and you'll never be one." He said pulling me closer.

I sighed nuzzling into his shoulder, "Thank you Katsuki." I said quietly. In that moment I felt the safest I ever have. In his arms I felt as if nothing could touch me.

We sat like that for awhile just talking about random things when I remembered something.

"Wait...how did you even find me?" I asked. No one knew about this place. Well atleast I think no one did. That eerie feeling of someone still watching us lingered but I didn't want to ruin the moment so I didn't say anything. "That brat from earlier showed me." He said.