Loving You was my Favorite Mistake [BOOK 1 COMPLETED]

EPILOGUE

LiitleMissHeiress: Oh yeah :) Last part na to and like I said may book 2 po ito. I really want to thank everyone for your support in this story and I wish na basahin niyo po yung book 2 neto. Nasa external link po ang book 2 :) 

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"Trish!!!" Pasigaw na sabi ni Anna habang papunta sakin.

Nahalata na excited na siya. Hindi mo naman maiiwasan samin ang pagiging excited at masaya dahil mahalaga ang araw na iyon.

Nandito kami nakatambay sa labas ng bahay dahil katatapos lang ng ulan.

"Akalain mo yun Trish. Graduation na natin." Sabay laro niya ng natitirang ulan.

Masaya ako dahil sa four years sa four years na yun ay marami akong nakilala at madami akong nalaman. I will miss my school especially yung naging close ko kahit papano. Mahirap rin mag adjsut dahil we will move to another place were we will be different.

I will miss everything especially the Black Knight. Sino naman diba hindi makaka-miss sakanila? All the memories we have espcially when it comes to jokes. Who knows that a group of gangster cannot be serious at all.

"Alam mo Trish, ma-miss ko tong campus na to. Kahit papano naman diba ay may mga kalokohan parin tayo. Hindi mo naman makakait yun sakin and thanks to you dahil nagkakilala kami ni Shawn. Hindi ko nga alam sa una kung mamahalin ko ba siya o hindi."

"Glad to hear that from you. Buti kapa may happy ending ka. I don't feel jelous or anything is just that why did I didn't have a happy ending like you? Why do I need to suffer like this? Do I really deserve this?"

Naramdman ko na hinagod ni Anna yung likod ko. "Don't cry Trish. Hindi kita kayang nakikita na umiiyak. Siguro hindi siya para sayo. I don't want na sinisiksik mo sarili mo na babalikan ka niya, hindi dapat ikaw yung umiiyak ng ganito Trish. Sinasaktan mo lang sarili mo."

Hindi ko mapigilan umiyak ng umiyak. Bakit ba ako nasasaktan pa ngayun. Diba I suppose to be moving on and begin again?

"Please Trish. Talk to me."

Humarap ako sakanya. "Iniwan niya ko." Pagkasabi nun ay bigla may tumulong luha saaking mga mata. "Hindi ko alam gagawin ko."

"Shh." Sabay suklay niya sa buhok ko. "You don't have to cry because nandito ako. Kahit ilan tanggi mo sakin ay hindi parin ako bibitaw dahil mahal kita. Ngunit alam kong may hihigit pa sakin kaya naman balang araw, mararamdaman mo yung saya na binigay sayo ni Luke noon. Remember that I will always there for you no matter what happens."

"Thank you Jad for loving me and thank you cause I know you will always there for me." I hugged him very thight cause I need one. In that, I really knew that there is someone there for me even though I have already let him go. "I love you Jad."

That's the last time I saw his face.

Hindi ko na siya nakita after that. Tinatawagn ko siya noon pero walang sagot. Is he trying to get away from me too? Then I realize that he went to US because his father said so. I know it's sad but I know that's for his own good.

"May mgabagay talaga Trish that you must let go and move on. Hindi lahat ng tao sa pligid natin ay permanent na mapupunta satin. Sometimes the person is close to you will eventually leave you for no reason."

I'm really blessed to have a kind best friend like Anna. When the world is against me, she will be there to comfort me and love me no matter what. She stands as my second mom. She gives me advices and scold me for e things I have done wrong. Aside from me, she scolded Aica amd Erika most of the time.