dreams to reality

32.

Me and Leah were inseparable for the next coming days, she had to leave for England today and I really didn't want to leave her. I still have a while until my camp.

"I'm gonna miss you" I said as Leah came into the kitchen. "We've still got a few hours" Leah said wrapping her arms around my lower back. "Your so cute" I said to her as she rests her head on my chest. "Thanks I work hard on my cuteness" leah said giggling. "Very funny" I said before she picked me up. "Ugh what am I gonna do when your not at camp with me" Leah groans placing me on the counter. "Oh I know" I say plotting my arms over her shoulders, she wraps her arms around my waist resting her head on my chest. We stay in the moment for a while. "I love you" Leah said making me smile, "I love you more" I say kissing her forehead.

We decided to get breakfast together and went to the usual spot, Brian met us at the door and said that he reserved our seats. I think he actually calls it Leah and bells spot because we always sit there. We sat and spoke about my euros group and hers, "what if you win, Your first tournament as captain and you win it. I'd literally faint." I say making her laugh, "I hope so, home euros. Nothing would top it, maybe our wedding day or when we have children" Leah says making me blush, "oh is that a blush I see" Leah adds smirking at me. "Oh shush" I reply looking down trying to hide my smile, she lifts my head up. "I honestly don't know what I'd do without you" Leah said making me blush again, she comes beside me and kisses me, "you have to promise me something" she says and I nod, "if England do somehow play Scotland, we'll still be okay after we beat you?" I nudge her, "when we play you, I will be fine after we beat you." I said grinning at her, "whatever you say" Leah said rolling her eyes.

It's now that time where I have to say bye. The taxi was outside her house, ready to take her to St. George's park. I frown as I see her with her stuff at the door, tears came to my eyes "Soon baby" Leah says giving me a hug, "I love you so much" I say kissing her, "I love you more" Leah said. Eventually she loosens her grip and goes out the door, I waved her off and I don't think I've ever felt this feeling before. I felt like my heart left with her. I don't think I've ever lived someone so much.

***

My contract with arsenal runs out at the end of the season so I've had a few meetings about renewing my contract, Jonas has apologised for what he done last season which I thought was nice of him. At the moment I don't want to leave arsenal, it's my club and it would be perfect as I'd be with Leah as well, but they've told me a few other teams are interested in me, a few big big clubs which made me wonder, he never told me who but it really interests me. I mean if it's Barcelona then I would really have to reconsider a few things.

My thoughts were interrupted by my phone ringing, when I looked at who it was my face immediately lit up.

'Hello Lee'

'Hi baby, how are you'

'Miserable without you'

'It's only been a few days'

'Too many, how's things going at camp'

'Good, I got roomed with G again so everything feels like normal'

We spoke a little while longer until I had to go, me and Erin made plans and she said her teammate Sam Kerr was coming which I was a little nervous for I can't lie. I mean she's a unbelievable player and probably gonna win the ballon d'or, let's not tell viv I said that.

I got changed and went to pick them both up. "Hello mate" Erin said as she got into the car, "hi ez" i replied giving her a hug. " I assume you know each other but still Sam, this is Bella, Bella this is Sam" Erin says introducing us both. We said Hi before I started to drive to the cafe, "so are you excited for the euros" Sam asked me and I smile, "very, still can't believe it to be honest" I reply honestly, "neither" Erin adds.