ALONE AGAIN [ KTH 18+]

Chapter 20

⚠ TRIGGER WARNING ⚠

This chapter mentions 🚨Suicidal Attempts🚨 that may be triggering for some readers.

'Suicidal, your love is suicidal
And lately, I've been feeling suicidal

Suicidal YNW Melly

TAEHYUNG'S POV

Her tears streamed down her cheeks as soon as I said those words. I could see how much I hurt her. How much I broke her heart.

I didn't mean it baby. Last night wasn't a mistake.

I stood frozen there and watched her walk away. I wanted to pull your hands and cage you in my embrace, but I couldn't. I watched you as you walked away crying and ignoring Eunwoo.

And I know right now that I lost.

Eunwoo's eyes held fury as he made his way over me, his pace fastened and he landed a punch on my face as he reached me. Everything happened so instantly but I didn't fought back.

I deserved it all.

"Are you dumb?!" Eunwoo shout at my face before he punched me again. "Are you fucking dumb?!" he grabbed me by my t-shirt swinging me back and forth.

"Can't you see she's hurting?" I could see his veins popping on his neck. He was so angry. But how can I tell him?. I know it was my fault otherwise I would've knocked him to the ground by now.

"Can't you see that she loves you ?! Taehyung what the fuck is wrong with you?" my heart sunk by his words. "But I don't love her anymore" I shout and silence filled the atmosphere.

Eunwoo chuckled bitterly as his grip on my t-shirt tightened. "Do you think I'm fucking dumb?" he let out a sigh of frustration. " I know damn well that you love her" my eyes widened. He was so confident with his words.

"Why are you doing this to her and yourself?" his hands loosen the grip. "Why are you hurting her ? She begged you to stay even though it was your fault!" yeah she begged me to stay just like she did two years ago.

"Is this how you wanna end it up?" his words were stuck in my head. Is this how I wanna end it up?. "Did you just gave up on her?" No! Of course not. How can I give up on her. It was at that moment that I realized what I did. Am I ready to leave her?.

"Are you ready to let her go this easily?" he whispered. No. No. I'm not. I never was. "Answer me Taehyung?" he almost scolded.

No I'm not Eunwoo. I'm not ready to lead a life where Y/n isn't with me.

"No" I whispered.

"What? I can't hear you!" he shout but I know damn well that he heard me.

"NO! I'm not fucking ready to let her go!" I raised my tone finally admitting my feelings.

"That's what I thought." he finally let go of my t-shirt.

And now I regret it all. I've let you go for the second time. Despite how much you pleaded me. "C'mon Taehyung talk to her before it's too late" he rested his hand on my shoulder as sign of comfort and I've never been this thankful for having Eunwoo by my side. I nod my head in agreement. This time I'll never leave baby.